New year's eve

Its that time again!  A past year is forgotten (me, at least) and a new one begins.

2011 will be more of the same.  Terrorism, or rather an insurgency in Iraq and Afghanistan that won't go away.  More terrorism, but from that murderous tyrant god.  New Zealand is hosting the IRB rugby world cup.  It will be mainly played at a stadium called Eden Park.  Are Al-Qaeda planning on suiting up their suicide bombing vests for that one?

2011 will mark the ten year anniversary of 9/11 - in September - on the eleventh.  Who knows?  Perhaps the war on terrorism will end "at a date and time of our choosing" just like Dubya said.  Then, the United States will move on to their next enemy.  Go back to fighting communists?  It seems that that country wants a new enemy every ten years.  I know that those clowns in the Central Intelligence Agency can't help but keep the Osama Bin Laden nightmare alive because of partly their alliance to the mob.  What?

Like Lennon said too,"Another year over and a new one just begun."  In that song, he also asks,"What have you done?".

Corrections and clarifications

• Yuke's Media are the developers of the underwhelming Smackdown VS. Raw 2011.
• Little Rio or New Rio?  Take your damn pick.  But me moving out of this unfriendly town seems promising.
• Please, if someone could, let me use your computer to do my Xbox 360 movie editing.  Contact details can be found on the Countdown customer service board.
• A Nazi kid?  You better believe it.  I saw a ten year old do a Nazi salute today.  A once in a lifetime moment, if I had my camera.  I was on a bus by the beach.
• I have been thinking about starting a new blog devoted to computer gaming.
• Finally, a question.  If pussy is like a jellybean - which colour does it taste like?  Because I don't know.

WWE Smackdown VS. Raw 2011 Review

Games are continuing to change.  The people who make them, developers, are always finding new ways to present them.  With that, it is why in Smackdown VS. Raw 2011 you get straight in the ring as practice (once you get past all the load screens) then unlock 10g if you complete all the moves.

For those new to the WWE franchise, something like that is helpful.  But experienced WWE gamers like myself could even find it helpful too.

Debuting in the 2010 update, the storyline creator, has not been dropped for 2011.  Smackdown VS. Raw 2011 can apparently boast the largest roster compared to any WWE game before it.  It could be 2014 until we can simulate an x-rated nude mud wrestling match between created superstars Mariah Carey and Beyonce Knowles for the Queen of Pop Diva title.  Then, with the new 'WWE family first policy' - no chance!

The beauty of WWE games is any search online with the keywords, CAW smackdown raw xbox, you should find the games have created a community that helps you to go so far to create your dream matches.  The information you need to create your characters to put inside the game are all there on those sites.

CAW means, create a wrestler.  But, like almost everything else on this blog, its probably unreliable and wrong.

The default controls remain the same unless you change them.  B and left stick for an Irish whip for instance.  My first gripe is with the visuals.  Figures really do look like something out of like Wallace and Gromit - unlike what they appeared in 2009 or 2010.  The clayness of the characters make the simulation less realistic.  I think though, unsuccessfully, realism is what they were trying to achieve.

"Why are you hitting yourself?  Are you mad at yourself?"

The menu buttons look lame.  But it is weird how I say that yet in 2009 the main options were just large bolded white text that gave an arcade feel.  The other options are even more simpler in that version.  The keep it simple stupid (KISS) idea must have worked.

Maybe there could be an ability to throw your opponent over the barrier then fight amongst the crowd?  Also, new and unusual weapons in hardcore matches could jazz up the game.  For now, I've created former WCW superstar Bill Goldberg.  The muscle who had pretty much every other wrestler on the WCW roster job to him.  Which if you know the business, means, give away wins for the credibility sake of your opponent by accepting the request of management to be defeated.  Yes, the concept was have some former bald footballer dude come in, enter matches, spear, jackhammer then go away with the victory every one hundred and sixty or so times without being defeated once.  It was brash, but it worked.  Most matches only lasted under thirty seconds which made jobbing all the more obvious.

The nitty gritty of Smackdown VS. Raw 2011 would have to be an exhibition match.  Playing what this game is all about though, feels lame and extremely awkward.  The gameplay moves so quickly, it is not like a televised match on what is now called 'WWE HD', but like a film being fast forwarded without the ripples.  What makes part of that description are the cameras that come in from all angles when you do a signature or finishing move.  Combined with the play-doh wrestlers it is well, something else.

I really do think THQ must do this on purpose and that is fuck up a franchise that I thought was going strong until the 2009 game.  There is a likelihood that the game may need more time to grow on me but at the date of this review?  I strongly recommend purchasing the 2009 game and find out how better of a simulator it is compared to this.

Roid rage.

Official Xbox Magazine gave the game a six.  I will join and stand by that.

Home again

I saw more Asians and European cars that I could shake a stick at.  I even saw some quite attractive Asian women.  I think Auckland is small but at the same time, the city is big.  It must be the efficient roading because you can travel from one side to the other, by my count, in over twenty minutes.

Nothing much has changed since I explored in 2003.  However, I noticed new apartment buildings, new roads and bridges.  I actually didn't take many photos.

I am happy to be back but it is raining.  I am undecided whether that is a good or bad thing for my mood.

Ho ho ho...

Christmas Eve.  There is an unusual quietness here in little Rio, the beaches are empty.  If this makes it online, a tsunami didn't hit between now and then.  But, tsunami's?  Even if a huge one did hit I think we would all survive - the wave just wouldn't reach us.  That's my theory anyway.  Make what you want of it.  One might have the apocalyptic scenario of '2012' enter the mind.  But unless there is another asteroid (or meteorite?), forget it.

The family relationship between me and my mother will never be the same again.  I think I respect her more than my father but why do I feel this way?  She has kept more than her fair share of secrets from me.  Like, a little harmless secret?  Sure.  But secrets so big that go so far to explainining your life should not be taken lightly.  The outsiders I have spoken of?  The nerve of them to expect me to grow up as a fool - not knowing the truth.  Anyway, there is a rift between me, my parents and the righteous outsiders who have a history with them both.  Also me, but I think we all know how those assholes really feel about the three of us.

Oh well, Auckland here we come.

Charges dropped?

I should commit crimes more often.  I can't believe what the New Zealand Police have done.

If this is true, then I'm a free man.  But not entirely.  I still have to defend myself against destruction of Ministry of Social Development property.  One thing I haven't made known on this blog is that there is this one dude living here that hates me.  And I hate him.  What am I saying?  Everyone hates me!  But there is the head of his Freemasonry cult that thinks and says I'm evil.  Well, to make his world domination campaign easier... its probably true.  Anyway, there is a war on right now against people like me.  Or is it just me?  Another thing is he likens himself to Barack Obama.  Or Barack Obama likens himself to him.  Or whatever.  And do you know what else?  I am actually on the presidents hit list.  It is why I have gotten into trouble.  I mean, hey, the president himself will use his doublespeak to speak to you personally.  He said,"I want you to know that you're not alone.".  During the United States worst ever natural disaster!  The BP oil spill!  I mean, that is crazy.

I have to defend myself against destroying government property.  I could touch on the second 2pac versus Notorious B.I.G. gang war if I want to.  That's what it is to them.  Black bald man and his thousands,  I mean... thousands of loyalists who will trip over themselves to please him.  As for me?  I want my life back when it was taken away from me in 1988 and questions could begin with the United States government.  If he wants the world so much, he can have it.

Playing with myself

The Microsoft Kinect,"A revolution in gaming.".  Okay, so every game for the peripheral is gay but Microsoft is trying to change how and why people game.  The Kinect is bringing in a new audience like your mom and dad.  With that, then, it is why I probably won't be playing.

The game I really want is Smackdown vs. Raw 2010.  In that, you can customise the game so much.  I used to own 2009 and I have about a dozen movies on my memory unit that I made up - one of Shelton Benjamin face first on a concrete floor.

But, 2010 is just under a hundred dollars.  Way too expensive!  2011 is a new release and that's about fifteen dollars more!

Maybe playing my Xbox 360 has become a chore?  I think I'm still undecided on that one.  I miss Tristan.  Official Xbox Magazine will never be the same without him.

Playing with myself

Last month I announced on http://www.ign.com my retirement from gaming.  But now, I'm back.  I still have my Xbox 360 console but how long before it red ring of deaths I have no clue.  I guess I will continue playing, sigh.  I bought the latest issue of official Xbox magazine today and found three or four pieces that interested me.  Sigh.

The Microsoft Kinect has well and truly taken off with the phrase,"You are the controller.".  It's a shame for Nintendo I feel that they didn't take the Wii that little bit further.  If they had done so, they would have stolen all of Microsofts thunder.  Sony is the pioneer of gaming motion control about ten years ago with the Sony EyeToy, but Nintendo me thinks can still claw back to be competent.  But, they probably won't bother.

I also picked up the latest EB catalogue.  Shouldn't be surprised to see another inside new world order spin to do with that too.  You know who you are!

My opinion on this rumoured Halo movie.  Steven Spielberg is interested, apparently.  Yeah, because the Jew, the Zionist, probably sees it as some kind of cash cow.  Need I say more?  However, on Hollywood.  If I was to call them greedy this year, I would be wrong.  The Hollywood Christmas lineup is unusual and doesn't scream to one that they want your money to get you in the theatre with appropriately timed Christmas-y movies.  The last movie I saw was Slumdog Millionare.  I had my walkman radio on loud throughout the whole film.

Last but not least, listen to Lloyd Scott of Radio New Zealand.  I enjoy waking up early in the morning and listen to him slowly but surely work his way through those wee small hours.  You can too, http://www.radionz.co.nz.

Twenty five

Tomorrow I turn twenty five.  Well, I didn't quite get to share my birthday with Jesus Christ.  On Jesus, can you imagine him being a name or gimmick by the media?  Did Jesus travel back (time travel) to the Middle East with the help of 'god' from a time thousands of years in the future, to perform miracles, to live his extraordinary life?  Can you imagine the story of Jesus out of a mundane bible and put in some other form?

My birthday falls on a Sunday.  You know what?  I will be spending it all by myself with no gifts.  Anyway, I don't think I really care and it might be best if you don't feel any sympathy for me.

It is safe to say that I've been through very much because of forces beyond my control.  Given how all this began, given how it was the United States government who started this with me... Namely, a former head honcho of the C.I.A. of the name of George Bush Snr. after the end of the cold war when communism fell.  Then, who knows?  Perhaps it was nineteen eighty communist Russians who resorted to such a petty act.  Somehow, I doubt it.  Signs point to that former C.I.A. director and president Bush Snr..  Americans are a two-faced people.  They really don't care.  They don't care if your not American and hey, they don't even care about themselves.

Its not only my birthday, but the start of 2011.  It is shaping up to be just like Dick Cheney said in 2005, the war in Iraq will end.  Well done Dick - did you use your high command protocol for that one too?  Afghanistan.  The war effort there I think is more American lies.  How can there have been gains against the Taleban if the Americans have suffered their worst year?  The Americans will probably pull out sooner rather than later and it will be the biggest embarrassing defeat since Vietnam.  What a crock of shit.  The coalition are fighting an enemy that is not like them.  They have the advantage the Taleban.  The Taleban can really choose when to mop the floor with the Americans.  Stupid Americans, they should have known what they were getting into.  Dumbasses.  Al-Qaeda probably didn't even perpetrate 9/11.  That was how all this began.

So, the big two five tomorrow.  Yay.  Maybe I'll pick out a female stranger from the phone book and ask her to have phone sex with me.  Prostitutes are expensive.

The sims... racist

http://forums.thesimsresource.com/showthread.php?t=5036

This year is the tenth anniversary of The Sims.  But I could be the very first to point out the game as being racist.  Your sims say things like,"Impala" referring to a popular, what can be considered old school car that is modified and driven by Latinos.  In the same sentence,"Tequila".  A Latin alcoholic drink.  Your sim can say this when in distress and faces the sky then waves at you.

I know an Internet handle of "amursim".  Which is suppost to read when translated... I am your sim.  This, who is obviously a hacker claimed to have made up a patch to remove the blurred censor of naked sims when cleaning themselves and when they use a toilet.  He also went further than that by painting nude 'skins' that are pretty much pictures that can be made up in Photoshop to display sims and even coding the figures to perform sex acts.

Whether or not amursim did that to prove something is anybodys guess.

Being great

Oh my god, it is so hot right now.  We're almost suffocating in this heat.

One thing about blogs, they give someone the chance to say what is on their mind.  As you, the reader, will know, I was in a terrorist attack in 1988.  It was no accident.  I think given how evolution makes one grow from a boy to a man, girl to a woman and so on - that is when the conspiracy began for me.  My father, who is a strong anti-socialist and has told me that socialism is a threat, I now could be beginning to understand why he was and is so bigoted.  He used to talk about government invading peoples privacy unlawfully or otherwise generalising the left as being socialist.

Today, socialism is rife.  He hit the nail on the head, almost.  Back then when he would exclaim how bad socialism is, I had no idea at that time that the western world including the east is heading in that direction.  But also, idealism.  I am deeply convinced that the United States, the nerve centre of this world, will become a socialist theocracy.  I am also deeply convinced that the Obama administration are sabotaging their government which should be extremely worrisome.  Do I care?  Yes and no.  The Obama administration sabotaging government thus the country?  So did Bush, so did Clinton.  They're all guilty.  A country that might have been founded without idealism has become a country that embraces it.

I'm a paedophile.  Is it my fault?  No.  But I believe my finger should be pointing at a new world order hidden agenda and conspiracy.  A conspiracy that molested me to protect national security to defend the future.  A conspiracy that taught me to do the same to others to justify my enemies opposition to my pornography use between thirteen and today, age twenty four.  An agenda that made me four years abstinent to postpone their new world order agenda until at least 2008.  That's suppost to be democracy or capitalism for you... or conservatism.  I could go on about it now but be guilty of it in a past life.  Could it be another lie to make me question myself?  So if anyone was used and abused, it was me too.  I even abused myself.  This crazy religious new world order will continue its take over.  Enemies of them are already finished.

I wasn't born evil, I was made evil.  Am I angry?  Damn right.  Do I want revenge?  Yes.  Your enemies will make you look like the evil when they were evil as well and probably still are with their definition of evil being religious.

There is a way out of this cult and I want out.

So... you are a great man?  Ha.  I hope I never was and never will be.  End of story.  Go away.

The gloved one

Michael Jackson, that is.  I think it was no secret or not known well that on his album covers (I don't know which) he had pictured, I believe, the pioneer of Freemasonry.  On his cover for "History" he has himself displayed as a huge statue.  Could the fame have changed him in the way of a problem with ego?  Over the years?

No question, it was the child sex scandals that appeared to hurt him so much.  What is worthy to ask is why those scandals were dragged out for so long.  Was the media guilty of sensationalising?  Fans still loved him around the world, however.  So much so, it was as if there was no scandal at all.

He apparently died in June 2009 before a German video surfaced of what later became apparent, an impersonator videoed in a warehouse building entering the back of a van then driving off.  My theory is that he never died, the impersonator was a trained double (or even Michael himself) but he still made an escape making the video in fact real.  What has happened to him is unknown to all of us.

Another theory I have is that Curtis Jackson (50 Cent) had ordered his death with the doctor who administered the medication doing his work.  In which case, he did die.

Whatever, I think much of the woman magazine gossip about him such as the gay one night stand and him portrayed as Jesus Christ at the last supper was all a fabrication.  Wacko Jacko, because of the amount of scandal, made him the most memorable.  Compared to R. Kelly or Gary Glitter who both were involved in very similar scandals as well but were dropped from media coverage and then peoples minds after so much time.

Michael Jackson had it rough, it appeared.  That could have been different.  He could still be here.  All the scandal was just a big front.

Shopping

You might have these in your part of the world in your supermarkets.  What the hell am I talking about?  Self-service checkouts.

Most of the time I can't stand supermarkets by myself.  The loud pop music and the employee's who end up becoming your friends.  If you have no friends, then that would be sad. 

Here in New Zealand, or what I might begin to call New Sicily, we have what is called a Onecard.  A Onecard is a loyalty card that rewards the customer for shopping regularly with supermarket money at three supermarkets, Woolworths, Countdown and Foodtown... all children of their parent company, Progressive Enterprises.  If you ask me, I would also tell you the Onecard has an association with Satan.

In the bible I have read about "the evil one".  Well, put two and two together and you have a religious reference and a supermarket loyalty card that has the word one in it.  Potentially, I might be on to something.  Given all of the economic turmoil because of the sabotage that has happened on the part of government.  Money, or use of a better term, currency, could be done away with.  A card such as the Onecard could become a way to keep records on how people shop.  This world is changing and people like me are being left behind.

The gimmick of the Onecard is, I know, to be a creation of our known Freemason and Zionist dominated media.  Sure, I talk about how evil they are.  They make me laugh.  But know this, the media is their communication vehicle to bring about the change people currently believe in, the new world order.

Today, I shop at another supermarket that doesn't carry the Onecard.  Still, however, loud pop music bothers me but no more do I have to want to sex up indiscriminately like some kind of sex offender, checkout operators, thanks to self-service checkouts.

I fought the law...

By the time this gets online, depending on when I choose to upload it - or key it all in - I will be either just due before the judge or after.  It is twelve past five in the morning but it isn't as if I have been losing sleep over this.  Really.

If it wasn't for stupid mind boggling crazy religious agendas and meddling conspiracies against their enemies of god -  I wouldn't have to go through this ordeal.  The longer this saga drags on (since 1988 for me) then the worse things will get for me.  God, that timid elderly man with acquainted technology said it.  I think he was referring to heathens when he said they'll get "worse and worse".  Oh?  AND WHY WOULD THAT BE?  Because of the man himself.  Its like god is taking no responsibility for how his enemies are.  And I know god.  I know god despite not going to church, I don't pray at all and the bible is a book that will continue to be written time and time again to suit.

Freemasonry is a threat.  Masons will tell you they care for your community but I believe they're power and money hungry.  The theories of alternative discussions online might just hold credibility.  I grew up reading and believing theories and guess what?  I think I'm right.  Gosh, how does that work?

In closing, all this conspiracy carry on is part of my defensive argument today in court.

But I can believe all I want.  Without evidence and a well-presented defence - I'm screwed.  Once again, my entries throughout August and September contain truth and this entry is pretty much testament to that.

I fought the law...

As you will know if you have been reading, I am due in court soon.  Not once, but twice.  Well, two separate cases.  I am feeling optimistic about my chances despite the possibility of being sent off to prison between three months to a year, or both.  Plus, paying thousands of dollars in fines.  And, convictions.

But, I don't get it.  I know now I have mob parents and their associates are somehow surprised or disappointed in me for doing something that they have all done themselves, break the law.  I guess it must have something to do with mob re-form that has eventuated over the last ten years.  Me and my mob buddies don't get along.  We have differing views on life, I suppose.  But could this be another illusion planted in my mind by my new world order masters?

Being in court will give me the opportunity to talk about "the conspiracy" that has been meddling my life.  I could, if I wanted to, be like President Ahmadinejad and harp on about Zionist conspiracies and agendas which even in my case, is true.

What I have going for me is the relevance of the conspiracy that ties in with what I am being charged for.  You, the reader, might know it, I know it, everyone in court will know it, every man and his dog knows it.  But will pretend that they don't.  See, it is about believing in someone... sarcastically.  I just can't help but laugh when everyone deludes themselves about the truth.

But, theres something else, I have a confession to make.  About a week or two ago I logged on to foursquare.com in an attempt to find a local, what is called, a fuck buddy.  I was totally aware of my actions which would be possibly instant death by my master then another war likely being declared as part of the ways of the new world order.  Furthermore, my mind has just gone blank.  I am being controlled.  I don't know what else it was I wanted to say.

I didn't get anywhere anyway.  After thinking about that last night I have warned you all about where we're heading and now, I actually no longer may be the key.  I have thought that throughout August and September I was being controlled, under some influence that made me write (three books) what I wrote.

At least, what I have told you all is real, it is true, and whether or not you are with them or against them is your choice.

Bring on December 13th.

(NOTE: This blog could look different from time to time because of re-designing.)

Following

Finally, I have decided to follow another blog.  The one that was randomised for me is one of a "showgirl" from, I'm pretty sure, the United States.  I was continuously clicking on "next blog" yesterday and all these christian blogs kept being brought up one after the other.  I found one of some Korean kid but didn't want to follow until I went offline and now it is too late.  I don't have the URL.

I will be trying to follow others if I like them.  I saw some really good looking blogs through my searches.

Wikileaks.com

I want to raise the possibility or likelihood to the attention of whoever is reading this that in regard to the leaked papers (thousands of them) that there could be a third party (besides the Army officer and Julian Assange) involved in these leaks that will probably get away scot free.  My suspicion is the third party could be an organised crime outfit that is wanting to bring down the United States government.  People are already forgetting that it is really the Army officer that should be shafted, one could say Julian Assange is only a messenger. 

Anyway, they're all guilty and the documents have given insight into the war and governments around the world.  I lie when I say I don't know what all this is suppost to mean for me?  Barack is probably toking it up in the White House with Julian as I write this.

And I should be in serious trouble.

Depressing weather

Just when I thought yesterday we have had so much fine weather, it rains.

I feel happy on such days once you see blue sky because it is a change that I think everyone wants on a rainy day.  I mean, does anyone actually want it to rain?  It is common for most people to always want sunshine. 

I have been asking myself why it is that a New Zealand city named Nelson gets so many sunshine hours.  Nelson appears to be a city that would make a nice place to live.  Here, in little Rio, there are so many religious (mostly catholic) people that are fierecly conservative and now, as you will know from my other entries, socialist.  Yes, socialist.  It isn't fun when you are an enemy of the people.

Exercise fail

Since last week I began jogging and or running almost ten kilometres!  I'm not a lean mean exercise machine but when I actually did the ten kilometres the first time I came back home and still today, I can't believe I did that.  Before, I was running three kilometres and could do that distance sometimes without stopping to catch my breath.

The ten kilometres, well, I have to move alot slower (actually, not much slower) to complete the longer distance.  Over winter, I was persuaded to eat carton after carton of cookies and cream ice cream and as a result, gained three kilograms.  After I realised how stupid that was I spent the remainder of winter trying to lose the weight I gained.  It is almost the peak of summer and according to weigh-ins I have lost one kilogram.  I dreamt of having a beach body for summer but there is still work to be done.

I do look slim.  I'm not overweight.  But I am at a medium weight for my height.  Before all the ice cream and potato chips over winter I was down to fifty eight kilograms which is one kilogram shy of being underweight!  What I need to do it seems is continue to tone.  But I am putting in so much effort and achieving little.  I am dieting and have been following the Medifast diet.  I should find a diet that is more appropriate.

I will admit that when I'm in a house full of food I just eat and eat.  I must be filling some emotional need?  Or it could be simply how I am programmed.

Today, I tried to do the long distance run again but I failed.  My legs were tired from doing it four times before, sweat kept stinging my eyes but I don't think I will give up.  I must need to rest more before I go again or go back to doing the three kilometre run.

Affectionate cat

Most cats just run away as part of their nature but this one cat I know that is grey and white is really tame.

I asked myself whether the cat was under some kind of mind control.  He or she could have been emulated by technology to do actions it wouldn't have done on its own accord.  I have a picture of the cat and I will show you, the reader, another day.

Sisters birthday

You know, I never really knew my eldest sister.  Okay, I did know her - but like me, she has been taught to live that way or the other by outsiders.

It would have been helpful if at sixteen she told me I have a mental illness (that I inherited from my father) because I think she knew.  She told me she didn't understand why our mother brought her up so bad but I had it easy from her.  Perhaps life for her in that caravan would have been different if it hadn't of been for the same outsiders harassing our mother way back when that are harassing me presently.

My family are a funny bunch.  I actually have a second sister that I found out I had at eighteen.  She is a now somewhat famous radio personality and she secretly hates her estranged mother too.  In her case, she was estranged.  Plus, the fact she works in radio is something I think I only know.

A family entangled in a web of secrecy can't be right, can it?

I have thought twice about revealing this but I haven't really spoken to my father in almost five or six months.  I know he is still a paedophile and I suspect those colours were flying decades ago.  Today, he hates women and really only loves me.  The way things are going, I will be like him in no time at all from now and if I wanted to achieve anything by telling you, the reader, that then I don't think I want to be like him.  I mean, I am named after him.

Sisters birthday

I'm so jealous.  My sister is over forty years old today.  I hope I live that long.  I guess me and her aren't on good terms because of complications to do with her personal life.  Our mother I don't think really likes her either but makes a point to stay out of her life just like she wants.  Her partner, boyfriend, husband... is something else and I don't think he is who he really says he is.  Or, if not says, then somehow professes he is.

I bet she is part of this cities socialite elite by now and I wouldn't want to ruin that for her by embarrassing her in any way.

I should have known all those years ago that she secretly hated me and still does.  Oh well, if she is reading this I would like her to know that I know why our mother brought her up so wrong but she likely already knows that anyway.  No hard feelings?

Also, I will try and not break our code of silence between us by not letting mother know that we have talked recently.  When we were in contact with each other, six years ago and I think last month... I went away thinking you were trying to persuade me to take sides.  Read paragraph three again.

Congratulations.  You share your birthday with Britney Spears.  I was singing,"Oops, I did it again..." the other day.

Can you imagine this whole entry being spoken to you in a sarcastic tone?  I can.

Fog

Well, welcome to my first entry that deviates away from almost a... the world according to unwashedflyer to something different.

It is summer here in the southern hemisphere and today was our first day of muggy weather.  I woke just before six this morning to see out the window above me, all grey.  It is kind of like the entire planet has like gravitated up to the clouds when fog can get really bad and make visibility a problem.  As I write this, it has cleared but then it is almost three in the afternoon.

Corrections and clarifications

• A clarification.  I don't consider myself a saint of the new world order.  I am more of a slave to their righteousness.  My thoughts are open to public access.  This is wrong.
• From today, the 2nd of December 2010, this blog is going to change.  This blog that does more of a reporting duty will become a diary and should give you more insight.  You will laugh, you will cry.
• Please follow me.  I have no followers.  I would prefer you not be someone who knows me offline but someone in Topeka Kansas for instance.  You need to be registered with either Google or Blogger to do that.

The righteousness of pot users

Poor souls.  Legalised cannibis in peacenik New Zealand is still a pipe-dream.

Cannibis or marijuana isn't the perfect drug no matter how much the often times militant and defiant users will try to convince you it is.

However, the way I see it is this way.  Can't people who choose to do that, do it in their homes legally without the government watching over them like fucking bald headed eagles?  I say this because one can only understand when the government watches over me because of my pornography use.  And no, there is nothing illegal.  Anyway, it is no use.  Because that can go on even with cannibis being illegal.  It is hard to police.

I happened to be thinking about this the other day.  Cannibis is a powerful substance and I just don't feel comfortable (like many others) having that become the norm in public places after it could be made outright legal in this country.

I am sure the government knows what it is doing and plus, they are the ones who end up paying if anything goes wrong and believe me, it does!

Poisoned

Well, not exactly poisoned.  I am still alive.  Either last night or early this morning I foolishly ate what I suspected to be spiked porridge that had some stimulant added to it.  It is why I haven't had any sleep for such a long time.  I was kind of poisoned.

You know, I believe human rights aren't god given.  Human rights are something that everybody has instantly when they enter this world.  It is why I feel against abortion.

But that probably had little to do with what happened.  I know I am a national security threat, and to those government assholes who see me as one... get your target right first?

Thank you.

The deceptive charade

You will know by now that I am a slave which means my thoughts are being read and possibly controlled.  I know that my master has some nerve to expect me to worship our heavenly father but I am indirectly praying to a man who has merely filled his boots!

He is responsible for my headaches and the constant shock torture I endure which optimises any headache into uncontrollable rage.  I am being persecuted by government in one way or another.

You know, theres a reason why I am who I am.  Because in my masters mind who I am is acceptable.  I was thinking today, it was already mapped out in the beginning... from "One" by Metallica to "Owner Of A Lonely Heart" by Yes.  That is where the truth lies.  Should I feel grateful?  No.  Not only do I feel bitter about what has happened to me, I didn't see a cent from the exploitation by those media clowns who just want to make, in the end, a big song and dance literally over my life.  It is sick.  As a result, I am known as that guy who, well, who cares?!

It is just a big game by some really rich and powerful people to belittle those who they think deserve it.  So, what do I deserve again?  Tell me, you fucking frauds!  You know who you snakes are!

Corrections and clarifications

• This blog got mention on a nationwide talkback station the other week (http://www.radiolive.co.nz/) but for the wrong reasons.  I was mocked as if I could see the future through like a crystal ball or something.
• I live in Rio, not "little Rio".
• Throughout August and September, I was not drunk... but I was writing so much I was writing more than I knew what to write about.  For some reason, I feel ashamed about what I wrote.  But, it could be only an illusion inside of me by the new world order kings.  Meaning, I shouldn't feel ashamed, because it is all part of my artificial intelligence.

Corrections and clarifications are listed in chronological order.

Dubya on oprah

Coming hard on the heels (I just used that queer famous media language) off of his book, he is back.  He appeared on Oprah defending the war, calling Saddam Hussein "deceptive", feels hurt about not finding the weapons of mass destruction.

Oh, okay, I think the only deception was from you and your administration.  From the total tool you used to make the case for war in Iraq, Colin Powell to that evil monster who advocates torture and at one time, even met Saddam Hussein and shook his hand, Donald Rumsfeld.

Nine years later, what you started is still raging (even if 9/11 wasn't an inside job) and somewhat amazingly, Obama is still with you on that one.  People (especially including politicians) who seriously think Afghanistan and Iraq are some kind of "launching pads" for terrorist attacks need a reality check.

The weapons of mass destruction?  Give me a fucking break.  I have been led to believe that again, the only destruction was coming from those weapons that the United States has unruly control of.  Weather machines responsible for Hurricane Katrina, sabotage within NASA for the space shuttle Colombia, a button being pushed to black out all of New York City.  Weapons of mass destruction?  I won't deny that terrorists could have a suitcase nuke, some biological weapon... but weapons of mass destruction?  God.

It was never about a humanitarian aid mission.  Billions of dollars were made to date from the wars and in the idealist orders mind, they were started because of such stupid reasons.  I mean, what the fuck?!

All that man worships is Mohegan the forty foot owl.  Oprah Winfrey should have questioned him over that!

Bush lied, people died.  And almost only Bush.  The story continues.

The circus

I should feel sorry for Americans.  Whether they're aware of it or not, their politics is all glitz and glamour, one-liners, sharp suits and big purly white smiles all from a Zionist machine.  But most important of all, it is part of the idealist new world order.  The new world order that lives in another world.  A fantasy world, in their minds.  I mean, they really are mentally ill.  They worship false idols and have an anything goes attitude to their beloved Gods word that they are suppost to be following so whole heartedly.

They have gotten into me.  I have been brainwashed by their righteousness.  What to do?  I will be moving out of little Rio at the end of summer and starting again in Vegas or Canada.  I know that whatever happens, secret agent man has to go.  Not me, him... or her?  I have a court date on the 13th of December which will give me an opportunity to say what I want to say then in the end, have supervision imposed on me in my sentence.

It is too late now, or is it?  I am obliged to submit.  I know that if I believe, hand my life over to Christ and God for another time, that it will be really to a hard-assed old godfather of some mafia of some kind behind a computer monitor reading my thoughts.  Yes, he wants out, fatty.  He has wanted out for the past seven years and you knew it!  When this began as I was indulging myself in amateur pornography.  Wow, I'm like, so special.

You don't torture someone over that.  But what more should one expect from an unruly cartel of South American Jesus freaks.  I really don't know why it had to be this way.  I mean, what is the reason behind that?  I must have killed so many Israelis in 2003, I was thinking the other day because of my unlimited supply of pornography.  Can the person who okayed that come forward?

Look at me, I can't stay on topic without darting off onto myself.  Well, I guess I am "explaining" the world we live in now.  Or, we did live in.

An early bon voyage to you all.  I am sure secret agent man will be beside me no matter where I live.  Damn.

I musn't forget I might be in prison next year.  Double damn.  That means I will be a bitch to two people.  I heard in prison they like chubby short young men.

Globalisation

It is unfair for the United States to receive flak for globalisation as it is today by anti-globalisation protesters.  However, globalisation has caught on in Asia and Europe.  I believe globalisation can be a good thing depending on how it influences society.  One could make the argument about the employees of globalised companies - their conditions, their pay, their rights.  But if they don't like it, nothing is forcing them to stay!

Working for a fast food conglomerate can come so easy for people nowadays such as McDonald's.  McDonald's could leave somebody with that being their only option.  I worked for Burger King once - I was off my medication.

I bet when you mention the word globalisation, McDonald's instantly springs to mind.  Why?  Probably because they have been involved in so much scandal.  The McLibel case of England, reports of spoilt food (not just their meat), ketchup that has a copyright of 1984.

The new world order has a part to play in globalisation too.  Mainly through public relations.  The phrase,"I'm lovin' it".  A totally ridiculous phrase that is thought provoking and can play on your mind.

I can tell you, that is worshipping the new world order.  Would you like fries with that?  No thank you!

A good example of globalisation is Subway.  I ate two Big Mac hamburgers once and my feces turned out green when I excreted it out into my toilet.  I kid you not.  I was suppost to be on a diet at the time.

Globalisation may be less of a threat if it did more good than harm and I understand how globalisation ties in with capitalism.

Testimony

On December 13th, 2010, I will be in front of a representative of the New Zealand government to defend myself against the conspiracy that has taken over my life.  I have thought I could write a speech similar to what I do here on this blog to rightly justify myself.

I know the New Zealand justice system accepts corruption.  But at least I will attempt to explain what I believe to be true.  The judge will think I'm fucking crazy or just not believe what I plan on presenting.  I could be sent to prison because of the righteous conspiracy against me and my immediate family.  I guess I have only myself to blame for that.  I was screwed over big time.  I have never been to prison before.

It upsets me that the very echelons of organised crime will probably win with all their unlimited power behind them.

Still, I will try to reveal all in court.  There is more to this than meets the eye.

The stolen election

Rarely has the question been asked, how different of a United States and international community (including the United States) would we be living in if Al Gore had of won or rather, contested further in the supreme court, the presidency of the United States.

Today is exactly the ten year anniversary of the debacle.  The biggest election debacle in United States history which happened to fall this time in 2000.  Significant much?

I don't think I will go over with my revisionist history about the possible overlooked conspiracy to do with former president Bush's brother, the supreme court judges who were mostly republican, the blatant trickery by his brother (Jeb Bush) of ballot cards.

Here we are ten years later and those years of a war presidency and terrorism continues.  Like in many entries before throughout August and September I blame the new world order for most of this worlds problems.  Again, the new world order is to blame for that one too.  This is all important because the election of George W. Bush has defined our lives... unfortunately.

Look, why do I fucking go on about the new world order?  Should I just stop fighting and come to accept them as our leaders?  Firstly, they own me.  I want to change that.  Secondly, the new holocaust of the twenty first century continues by the Jesus freakish order and I think I know I don't want to be held responsible.  They're a cult.

Look around you, little man (or woman), if you've seen what I've seen, if you've heard what I've heard, your view about this world will change.

I think Gore knows it or he pretends... a trait that the new world order knows all too well.  The people who will take your side know full well that they are the ones responsible.  They should have known better to not sell out to those who think they have a "better way"... sarcastically.  The powers that be have dragged this behind the scenes saga on (in parallel to Afghanistan and Iraq) instead of finding a way out.  They are filthy rich beyond my wildest dreams, your wildest dreams... our wildest dreams and they'll use you to achieve that.

Scoundrels.

The threat of freemasonry

People in life could choose to take what is called a spiritual journey or find out the meaning of life somehow.  I have asked myself recently what is the one true faith?  There are so many.  I am led to believe that freemasonry is a religion that not only influences my life, but the world as a whole.

Is it only surveillance?  Because I believe when that mixes with a religious doctrine it can become freemasonry.  There are alot of people in the world.  A billion catholics, a billion Muslims - and today I am still confused as to whether God himself is beating the shit out of Allah and back here on earth there is the war on between the two faiths because of a Freemason agenda.

When it comes to religion, people want truth so they're able to believe.  Me, I probably know too much.  But how can one go through life and not ask what?  Where?  How?  Why?  So, then, what about how?  You should know this, how is technology.

It is amazing how far technology has progressed over the last one hundred years.  Lord Rutherford split the atom, Albert Einstein may have theorised time travel, the Japanese have the ability of invisibility.  Is it right to incorporate those wonders into a religion?  Any religion?  From what we already know, that describes freemasonry.

Why do I do this?  Because there is a war on for my mind.  A mason would know all about that, frankly.  Beware, I think it is safe to say that everyone is not a mason.  But you know what?  When the evil one believes, it will be.  This goes beyond anything ordinary and you, the reader, might know it.

The Freemason agenda and their loyals have gone and will continue to go too far to achieve their desired objectives.

Wikileaks.com

http://www.stuff.co.nz/world/americas/4267474/WikiLeaks-release-secret-US-documents

Congratulations! 

In the country that has been said "life was better under Saddam Hussein", Iraq... torture, war crimes - just a big clusterfuck of atrocity has been leaked again by wikileaks.com.

The point of this latest leak is to take what crediblity is left away from a war that has been unpopular for Obama just as much as it was for Bush.  Yay!  Terrorists win!  You know?  The non-believers who are falling victim to the tyranny of the new world order saints and angels.  A war that was started over either one blowjob or about six months of chronic masturbation by a man who has been caught up in their unrelenting conspiracy but has gone on for seven years and counting with or without coalition force involvement.  Jesus, how idealist can you get?

Mixed feelings.  But I am the key unless I die before I get some more and start another war according to this strange new world order.  I don't think I buy it.

And, I know what it is like.  As I am a victim of torture by the hand of likely the United States government and their associates whoever they may be.  I never asked for this.  You don't conspire against someone for better or for worse from the day they're born as it is in my case.

I'm just like, so special.

Reaction

I don't really know what is going on, but there seems to be a secret war going on between some group (not Al-Qaeda) and the Pentagon.  It was brought to my attention that there was a shooting in March of this year of two Pentagon police officers in a metro subway station.  Well, I didn't know of that until earlier this week.  To add to that, there had been shots fired at the Pentagon this past week.

Look, I will not be fooled... okay?  I would have done the latest act of terrorism... criminal act personally if I had been given the chance.  Like I said, I will not be fooled.  I must be aware that I don't know for sure who is (or was if they're still alive) responsible for my attempted assassination in 1988 but signs point to the United States government and they got away with it if so.

If the two incidents I speak of were done by Jews, then fuck off because I hold you all partly responsible (what with all your influence in the mainstream media and all) for my persecution and you can't convince me no matter how many times you deny it.

I am happy that this had happened.  I still want to know who is conspiring against me to ultimately lead to my death (which almost happened this time last year from an attempted suicide).  But I know enough to know that there is government involvement along with their associates, the very echelons of organised crime.  For what?  To make something out of someone?  Give me a fucking break.

What a joke.

Good god?

http://www.stuff.co.nz/national/4248356/Severe-aftershock-hits-Canterbury

What has made me write this is because there has been another aftershock in Christchurch, in the Canterbury province.  The terror of this crime against humanity continues.  Likely by the command of Hans Moleman, the king of the earthquake machine.

Is god playing us as if we're all fools?  He wants us to obey his commandments, he prefers we worship him at least once a week and he likes us to know his word by memory and put it into practice when we can as Christians.  But is he just laughing his ass off at our foolish belief in his actually evil ways?

I sense that god - the good god - is really evil like Satan.  Could god be god, period?  There could be only one.  I have even had a Muslim tell me that Allah is really the christian god.  Yes, the united we stand mantra probably.

I don't care how much of a nutjob I come across now or have come across before on this blog because I can assure you, I believe in what I write then post up here as it is all true.  I will be twenty five in two months from today.  This isn't my illness talking despite how much all you ingrates want it to be.

Meanwhile, the Jewish time machine has the game all sown up - I repeat.  I mean, it will be their fault if anything goes wrong like a terrorist attack and unfortunately I can't help but be an accessory to the crime.  And those national security agency bastards who couldn't defend their way out of a paper bag.  Okay, maybe they could but choose not to.  I know what you're all up to at Fort Meade.  This isn't an episode of Jake 2.0.

I have rambled on once again without staying on topic.  However, I have filled three pages of my exercise book but then I do write rather large.

God hates us all?  And plus, I had a surreal dream last night that I had control of and throughout what must have been ten seconds I heard a machine sound off in my head.

They have gotten into me!  I have a machine in my head!

At it again

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwear_bomber

I couldn't think of a better title for this entry.  It has been about two weeks since my last entry on this blog.  It seems to me it has been longer.  Much, much longer.

I want to bring attention to "the underwear bomber" that has been in the news... today, as a matter of fact.  The Zionist, elitist... evil... call them what you will media are at it again.  How?  Because this situation has to run in parallel to what is going on in anothers life.  I mean, does it really fucking matter?  And it begs the question, why are those Muslims being used as scapegoats or if not that, as examples by government and media?  I understand that the Federal Bureau of Investigation got a bit heart to heart with Umar Farouk Abdulmutallab after the incident and also talked to his family.  But still, he could be in serious trouble.

He is different to me however.  Because he doesn't exactly have a personal grievance with any government to begin with.  My grievance has created deep hatred to anyone who opposes me and lies with the New Zealand, British and United States governments.

On another blog a day or two after his capture last year, I typed up another entry about him.  I raised the possibility of him having mental health issues leading him to do what he did.  Well, Umar, I have an idea of who you are and why you did attempt to blow up a passenger airliner which because of that, makes you who you are.

Those government losers.

Verbal attack on politician

I had the opportunity this afternoon to speak to a high profile politician (who is also a former deputy prime minister) and frankly, exposed to thousands of people listening, the "governments secret war of terrorism" against their own people.  This was on national radio.

Don't I know it?  I know the ruthless state torture I am experiencing by now a new governments hand since 2008.  I know their wares are orbiting earth as I write this bringing about the new holocaust.  Myself,  I have no defence but this blog and to attack physically if I can.  They're screwing me over and have screwed over others.  Mark my words, they will probably screw me over until death.  Catfish?

I happened to vote for that politician and his leader plus the rest of their party in 2005.  A meaningless vote from one.  They had won that election easily even if regardless.  But when your government wants to have their vendetta against you, a citizen, then you have to question what is good for the people second.

The making of obama

Has it sunk in to the American peoples psyche that they have a part Muslim president?  Is it a coincidence that the name Obama is similar to Osama and his middle name is Hussein?  I don't think so.  Without coming across as a paranoid schizophrenic mess in those last few sentences, is Barack Hussein Obama a public relations stunt by the Central Intelligence Agency?  Or is he more of an empty suit of the fantasy land new world order?  The shadow government.  The shadow world government.

I can say that over the last couple of decades the American people couldn't help who their leaders were.  I mean, despite having the power of their vote at the ballot box and also a past proven fraudulent prone electronic cast, whether it was McCain or Obama, it would have been lose lose for those who don't wish to submit to their new world order.  Wake up!  Most people can't understand what this world is about and it is about the righteous tyranny of the new world order powers that be.  There is a theory out there that says Obama became president at an opportunistic time in American politics.  Jesus Mary Joseph, the worst president in the last one hundred years could be arguably Dubya. 

Please, for a minute, nevermind the making of Obama, WHAT ABOUT THE MAKING OF BUSH?!  He had his faithful brother as governor in what ended up being the crucial state of Florida to win the 2000 general election as an electoral vote.  His brother Andrew, who had attempted to play the system (and voters) with tricked out ballot cards.  Gore had won the popular vote but ended up simply giving away the presidency after he chose not to contest the dispute further in the supreme court.  Many of the supreme court judges at that time were republican.

After eight god forsaken years of two terms marred with all forms of new world order terrorism, he left in the white house helicopter with his wife on Obamas inauguration day never to be seen again.  My god, those eight fucking years.  It hasn't improved much speaking for myself.  Taken in by all of that, Americans wanted a way out of their misery and Obama had promised to deliver.  It wasn't a landslide victory in 2008 but the win was still significant.  As of late, apparently Obama is dropping in support.  His performance "lousy" by media.  Odd, but they are forgetting that republicans in the senate are undermining Obamas attempts to try and bring the change we all believed in like infactuated schoolgirls.  The hopenosis.

Get those prisoners of war on war crimes trials already and make them fair!  Why is there a wait?  I can bet my bottom dollar it has something to do with the new world order.  I still question whether 9/11 was from the inside and if so, that makes them (the Muslim prisoners at Guantanamo Bay) scapegoats to help the United States government with their plans.  There could be a power struggle happening here and it could be with China.

In closing, it might help the United States if they weren't so colourful on television with press briefings.  They should stop being like a reality The West Wing show.  Hey, it might help.  With it, that is what they've become.  It could only hurt them long term being so "open and transparent".

Master and slave

Do you sometimes use the phrase,"it's a small world?".  The idealist new world order has certainly made that so with the Internet.  Can you try and imagine a 2010 reality without the Internet?  I can't.  Another form is that international phone calls are so cheap to make nowadays.

As you know, I can become psychotic and the other day I contacted my half-sister.  She is a new world order minion.  She is a tool to bring about their plans of world domination.  So, how about me?  Do I want to prove to the world something?  Well, no.  I am not like Stewy of Family Guy.

I was and currently am confronted with a decision to dis-honour everything I have poured my heart and soul into for you all and join their stupid cause.  In the back of my mind I know that this blog shouldn't even be online.  For if I am a slave, then would the powers that be want to silence me?  The point could be to make me look like a hypocrite all along.  To rob me of any credibility.  I will probably prove them wrong but being alone isn't easy.  Who knows what doors could have been opened for me?  Life wouldn't be so difficult if my mode was toggled away from constant pain.  I can't believe the nerve of my cowardly master.  Who does he think he is?

Please know that I am being held captive by government and I long to be happy and free.  I could be still alone, but wouldn't have to be weighed down by this unnecessary burden by the outlaws of the new world order.

Iranian president speaks out

http://timesofindia.indiatimes.com/world/us/Iranian-President-Ahmadinejad-says-US-behind-9/11-attack-/articleshow/6618348.cms

If only the good people of the United Nations general assembly would have stayed and listened instead of walking out in ignorance.  Again.

He has called 9/11 an inside job and to save the "Zionist regime".  But what does he know?  He could be chummy with those supposed infidels himself.  Trust no one.  Geez, those Zionists, what with their time travel ability and all - they have the game all sown up.  I am not a Jew although I once had a Jew as a girlfriend.  Damn, she was - whats the word?  Cunning.  Mel Gibson said it.  Well, an animated Mel Gibson from an episode of Family Guy... "What I'm sorry for are your big noses.  What I am especially sorry for are your backstabbing deceitful ways.".

I admire and almost respect the Muslim faith.  Look at us, these liberalised Christians.  I mean, the essence of Christianity in any western (or eastern) country is not as in your face as Islam is in a country like Iran but that is changing.  Currently, we are both unique.  This Zionist agenda?  Surely that would involve the United States media and government?  I have read that the new world order could be Jewish.  But I believe it isn't only those folks who look like ZZ Top.

Does the Zionist agenda include a new kind of Jew?  Perhaps one who has recently converted and has so much money he could buy a country.  No, wait - it must be a Jew who has a communist ideology and has Che Guevara as his pin-up boy.  They say that Jesus himself would have been a lefty liberal.

He should thank Obama for staying out of Iran's past election over there and despite the allegations of fraud - he is still top dog.  But he is right, everyone.  People like me and the Iranian president aren't fooled.  There is something fishy in the works and it isn't kosher.

President Ahmadinejad could care less if Israel and the United States weren't threatening him with bomb drops at such significant times in the ones own life.  See?  All part of this alleged Zionist conspiracy.

What is this world coming to?  There is a satanist/islamist cooperative (there really should be if not) but this shallow blogger will keep you all well informed about that another day.  Yes, I am back.  I liked all the cards you sent me anticipating my return and thanks for the chocolates.  I know you all love me.  Really, you are all just like, so kind.

Is sarcasm really the wit of the uneducated?

Corrections and clarifications

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  I clarify.  I am either an atheist or satanist given my opposition to god.  Atheism seems more practical and realistic.  I have considered Buddhism.

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  Expect more personal experiences.  Every personal experience will be to do our changing world no matter how profane they might be.

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  Last but not least, I am going away for a while.  I will be eventually back.  Over what has been almost a month I have been working tirelessly - don't think I don't deserve a break.  I still have credibility.

Unrelenting conspiracy

Secret agent man in the sky?  Look out - I might sue your ass.  I am thinking about filing a lawsuit against the New Zealand government (although I am still not sure who) for breach of privacy laws and possibly other laws.

I could only be hyped up with emotion as I write this because this might not eventuate to anything.  I know I would like to see justice done for:

1)  The state sponsored terrorism by the United States government in September 1988 which has left me permanently brain damaged.  Then being abducted by British medical professionals and probed.

2) The attempted murder in 1996 which once again, could have damaged me seriously mentally.

3)  In February 2001, the implantation of a surveillance device in my right leg without my knowledge.

4)  Since March 2003, the illegal wiretapping (I suspect this has been going on before then) of my phone and computers that aids in their conspiracy against me and my immediate family.

5)  Between 2006 and 2008 the torture (this had been going on before then too), intimidation, interrogation and breach of privacy by the New Zealand Police.

So watch out cracker and your associates.  Your ass is going to be mine in court when you lose because of your silly conspiracy against me.  You had no business being here, no business.  I am wanting to end this once and for all.  I am sick of it.  What a fucking jip.

Oh, and fuck you.

God hates fags

I spoke to a christian late last year and he said that he is christian and doesn't hate homosexuals.  Well, god does.  What main reasons would there be for him to unleash his wrath on such people?  That is why I don't like him .  I don't like god because he is a bully - why should you spend your entire life following his word?  Okay, so the new testament has some good teachings (which are similar to Buddhism) but the rest of the bible is trash.  Eternal life - ha, I question whether there is such a thing.  Nothing is forever, right?

I wonder if my cougar Harry Potter lover is going to ever stop her media campaign against me.  She used to be my school teacher.  Little did I know, she would become a shadowy figure in my life from the media.  I believe she is tied up with baby-faced gangsters in Melbourne, Australia.  Jesus, if you're reading this -  I sincerely want to move on with my life.  Please take steps to achieve that.  The fat controller is up there and I am now thinking that I should no longer feel high and mighty as he has taken his finger off the clicker and onto the big one!  Buttons, I am talking about, by the way.

My mother is going to be heartbroken when she sees me as a vegetable.  Then, I shouldn't be blaming Mrs. (or Ms.) Milne because I suspect she is being held to ransom by those mama Luigi's!  Still, I told them all last week,"It has to end today.".  But no, it has to continue to mimic Afghanistan, to mimic the suffering of prisoners of war at Guantanamo Bay.  Iraq has pretty much ended - isn't that good enough?  I don't appreciate the United States government building me up to be the local Saddam Hussein.  Suzanne's CIA father hates me.  And fuck, I don't even know Suzanne!

It seems to me that what matters now is me touching myself (that's why I was called a dickhead indirectly on national radio).  I will have you know I am finding a fuck buddy.  I met this cute American (Jewish-American) girl yesterday and gave me customer service that exceeded the norm.  Perhaps I'll start stalking her.  I didn't catch her name.  So near yet so far.

Today in terrorism

http://www.stuff.co.nz/world/europe/4130255/Eiffel-Tower-evacuation/

The city of love had a bomb threat today at the Eiffel Tower.  Funny, because I had almost sent a bomb threat of my own off to the George H.W. Bush Center of Intelligence - the CIA, some weeks ago (at least I target government).

All I will say is the culprits must have been, I am guessing, those honourables that they describe themselves as.  Way to go, dudes!  Seriously!  Stickin' it to those fucking frogs.  Tough luck the freedom fries concept didn't take off.  Yes, you know who I point my finger at on this one too.  The secret agent in who hides in the sky.  But the fat controller is still involved - I can assure you.  I am innocent!  I touch myself all the time!  Its... okay....  No really, I do.  I have been trying to get it down to twice a week.

The new world order threat

I wouldn't be surprised if I have been detected by Echelon, the surveillance super-computer of the United States.  I know I am on their hitlist.  It should be a wonder that I am standing here typing this to you because someone (likely associated with the United States government) decided to have a go at me another time last night with I imagine his syringe as I felt something penetrate my left thigh while I slept.

See?  I told you all I wouldn't be ready for him and what he did is a form of intimidation or almost attempted murder.  I think to hit the nail on the head, indecent assault.  To get straight to it, your government has no business being here just like they have no business being in Afghanistan or Iraq except being there on a humanitarian and christian aid mission.  However, I do know that this is different.  You see me as a threat to national security yet I am not officially part of a government, criminal or terrorist orginisation.

I think it is important that I put this on record although I can be suicidal which one can see the irony.  For if I am found dead by somebody then people will know it was an act of murder.

Jesus.  I wonder where terrorist boogieman Osama Bin Laden is?  Whoever you are, go after his head like a million other people.

Christian outreach

In one of my previous entries you would have read I wrote about a christian that turned up out of nowhere to reach out to me and to probably prove something (like they always do).

To be honest, I thought this would be fun, so I invited her inside to find out what this mad woman wants to say.  We established after a short while that eternal life is part of the imagination or can be part of Nazi like cults.  Jesus Christ died on the cross not necessarily for our sins but because he was being persecuted by Julius Caesar.  We couldn't realise how he became so world renowned.  And, that's about it.  Oh, and I denied Jesus Christ (I bet that made her happy).

They must read this blog.  They must read this blog just like the president of the United States.  Wow, I'm like, so famous.  I guess there is nothing I can do about that but when you come into my own home and threaten me like that then all I can say is that's not good.  I have my views and people like her should know if it wasn't for them I wouldn't care so much.  You threatened me.  You also attempted to blind me from what is really going on in this world.  I am not in Christianity for fame and fortune.  I never was.

9/11 truth

I am almost at a loss of what to say.  "a September 11 anniversary unlike no other".

My mind has boggled until now.  President Obama must read my blog, how flattering.  Still, I get shit thrown upon me by his new world order leaders and probably sometimes from the man himself.  I bet if I saw Barack in a public place I would turn the other way and walk off.  I know I don't want to feel obligated to what he and his cause are really about and I'm not talking about freedom and democracy for the American people.  In the last part of that sentence, I was being sarcastic.

Enough bitterness.  The "proposed" Islamic centre and mosque near the ground zero site was bound to create controversy.  Actually, I don't really want to comment more on whether the most powerful man in the world reads this blog or about the intolerance in New York City.

The United States government knew 9/11 was going to happen and they let it happen.  The terrorist attacks have a connection to the new world order kings.  I won't dismiss what ever else I have said about 9/11 before now but I can make the above points with conviction.  I am convinced that there is a holocaust happening right now in the world (via HAARP) and is religiously motivated.  Bush said it,"We're not fighting Islam, we're fighting evil".  A statement that kicked the redneck inclined to put on their camouflaged outfits and paint the town red.

Your right Obama, your order isn't "at war with Islam".  You were almost echoing what Bush said all those years ago when you said that.  Jesus Christ, those eight miserable years.  I would hate to make a fool of myself again and to some I acknowledge I have recently been made a hypocrite.

Mr. President, you have to stop thinking you're in a Hollywood film and become more pragmatic.  Idealism can lead to trouble.  It is idealism that gets your new world order so giddy.  I myself don't accept that.  I don't really see what business you have here but then your country loves to play world police.  Is there a way to ban people from viewing your blog?

I know you are cleaning up after little Bush for your people but I still don't lose vision on whats really happening in my life or in this world.  I shouldn't let you fool me.  But don't worry, I still believe in you Barack.

Me and the United States are not on good terms since 1988.  We never will be since what happened then by their hand then their unnecessary interference since 2003.

The secret catholicism

Catholicism has a lot to answer for.  Most recently, the child abuse that has gone on within the church around the world.  I asked myself today, do I hate all Christians?  I think not.  But what I believe and what a christian has to believe are different.  Because of that, it is cause of conflict.

I am struggling to find a direction as to where this entry should go.  I will point out that there was an association between Catholicism and the Third Reich.  To get to the subject matter, I could be part of a breeding program that is in parallel to Nazism but not so fierce and shouldn't represent Catholicism as the big picture. 

It aims to establish saints and angels who have either appointed themselves as such or have been convinced (after some convincing) that they are part of gods hierarchy.  So, what if its true?  Well, I know there is a good god but I choose to not hold him in high regard.  That means, in the end, that I am probably going to hell.

If it wasn't for me, could all of this not have happened?  These people should perhaps be thanking me for what I supposedly have done for them?  For me, it is going to take some more convincing.  At anytime I would want them to go away.  I don't need their fellowship.  Could what is going on in my community not isolated?  I am confused.

My father had told me many times he wasn't raised a christian but he still had about ten bibles where he slept.  I don't understand that.  However, I am believing that I am not really his son.

In earlier entries I talked about freemasonry "infiltrating" the catholic church.  This has happened.  One day, I might infiltrate a masonic church myself and report back here on what I found out.  Religion and technology is a dangerous mix for those who have to suffer.  Am I the only one?  This is a big world.

I believe I have brought up a new aspect to Catholicism that I didn't before.  I am not saying all catholics are racist. 

Catholicism is part of the new world order threat we face today but on what scale?  I think I know it is quite elevated.

My estranged father

I will say this again, I don't do recreational drugs regularly (although I have thought about doing synthetic weed).  My literature is not written before, during or after taking such drugs.

At least, there is something I would like to rule out as well as my ex-girlfriend and teenage daughter.  Do I have an estranged father?  Is he a South American catholic who impregnated my mother in the mid-eighties (I am twenty four) and did so as part of his own sick breeding program which is now part of his religious agenda?

I believe there is a young woman who has the same estranged father.  Are we all related?  If this is true he will probably deny it.

Of course, I will let you all know that it could be another mind trick by the tyranny of the new world order.

Attack on illicit religion

This morning I attacked a masonic church.  These people have a hand in my persecution.  You can just sit there and hope for it to stop or they keep fucking with you, until you are forced to fight back.  They have already played the paedophile card a second or third time.  I have no regrets until I get caught.  Those religious folk think its their duty to shove their religion down other peoples throats.  In my situation, even moreso.

I'm not afraid.  They can rub their genie lamp or clap their slippers together - like I said - I'm not afraid and damn it, I don't care.

I am cautious of their agenda and know that they are wanting to cover themselves up.  I must be weary of two faced traitors.  I have the catholics in my sight next.  They all don't know when to quit.  They made me do this!

If I was really pissed I would want to shoot people indiscriminately in a shopping mall.

Fuck you god.  The followers of Jesus and his heavenly father are full of it.  I mean, they couldn't even answer my questions when they unexpectedly showed up on my doorstep then invited them inside my house this afternoon.

This has been my most violent entry and might not be the last.  Unfortunately.