Merry christmas!

I hope whoever reads this has a good Christmas.  It won't be until this time next year until I get cut a little more slack.  Anyway, don't drink and drive in this holiday season and be kind to one another in every way.

There, Christmas has been marked, good.

I feel fine, but feel tired that I have to type out another blog entry.  I don't really know what to say.   If I am dead soon (as in a couple of weeks from now) or even sooner then this whole effort might be wiped by hackers who know my password.  I mean, I could change my password but they will find out the new password one way or another.  They aren't professional, just think they are.

I have a new neighbour.  I think she could be a TVNZ journalist, or a man about my age, I don't know which.  Could be both?  That would seem unlikely.  Tonight, I think my dinner was spiked with a truth serum but it was right inside a concealed can.  Wow.  Maybe the can had an eye watching over it and had my name on it in the supermarket I bought it from.  Someone could be in that house, next door, having me under surveillance as well as how it always is, somewhere overseas.

I think there is a strong possibility I will be dead in the next couple of weeks (or much sooner, as in days) due to a problem with my heart.  It will be murder.  If not that, then death after the next two years (yes, after 2012 into 2013).  I could be dead in 2014.  I have told myself to live out these next couple of years to the fullest, as best as I can, before I am dead.

The N.S.A. is on my ass, I know it.  They could be the ones who end up killing me.  You can't really trust these people, they will do whatever it takes to do what they have to do to come out on top.  Sames goes with C.I.A., MI6, S.I.S....  Even the lowly street punk with a pocket knife, I guess.

So this could be finally it.  After an increase in medication, I will want to eat more, then if I do eat pizza, I might die because of it.  Hopefully this is just something with shock value to change my diet, but I don't think so.  Everything has to bare significance.

One thing I learnt from the K.G.B. or now S.V.R., always have a written note on your person so when you do die, the truth of how and or why you died will be known to people who would not suspect it.  Yes, I learnt that from them.  Now that is old school.  No orbiting wares involved in that one.

I will go back to bed now.  I will also have you know I have been visited by invisible people during the night that do this and that.  They're Americans or know of Americans.  Snicker.

I have a username and password to secretaryhoes.com and it is one I paid for.  It is:

Username: hakan4

Password: 22410867

Pretty underwhelming really and you even get access to almost ten other sites.  They want to pay more for the better content that has nudity and hardcore sex.  Just don't be logged on when I want to and that will be tomorrow morning, its still worth another look.

Is this my first truly untitled post?  Hmmm... we'll see.

I have thought more about putting a restraining order out against Paul Holmes because he is an evil man who wants to split up my family and has this obsession with reputation.  Look, who gives a fuck about random small family living in a random house in a place of the world that is far far away from where it all happens like Hollywood or New York City.  I think I can see what is happening here and I am being left out in the cold for the sake of reputation.  Its about respect, its about honour, its about pride, its about reputation.  How fucking stupid can someone get.  Someone or a group of people (likely Christian) have BLACKMAILED or THREATENED their way into my parents home and lives then THREATENED them once again for them to do whatever they say (without me being of course involved) for their own ends.  I GET SICK AND TIRED OF THIS REPUTATION BULLSHIT.  EVERY FUCKIN' DAY, EVERY FUCKIN' WEEK, EVERY FUCKIN' MONTH, EVERY FUCKIN' YEAR.  WHY SHOULD ANYONE GIVE A SHIT ABOUT US?  WHY?  IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH.  WE JUST WANT THE MADNESS TO END BUT IT NEVER WILL UNTIL WE ARE DEAD.  DEAD.  DEAD BY I DON'T GIVE A FUCK GANGSTERS.  FUCK THEM.

ONE DAY I WILL BE DEAD IN THIS HOUSE AND I CAN JUST SEE THE SMALL NEWSPAPER REPORT THAT READS "NOT SUSPECTED TO BE SUSPICIOUS" WHEN IT REALLY IS.  TOTALLY SUSPICIOUS.  BUT IT WILL BE COVERED UP.  COVERED UP BY ME BEING ACTUALLY MURDERED TO LOOK LIKE A SUICIDE OR I WILL JUST DIE NATURALLY FROM THE RELENTLESS TORTURE I HAVE HAD TO SUFFER FOR CLOSE TO TEN YEARS NOW.

WHY CAN'T THESE PEOPLE JUST LET GO.  THEY WILL NEVER LET GO BECAUSE THEY ARE FULL OF HATE AND HAVE SO MUCH POWER AIDING THEM TO PERSECUTE ME AND THEY PROBABLY KNOW BUT DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WHAT HAPPENED WAS BECAUSE OF MIND CONTROL ANYWAY.  IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENED, IT WAS MIND CONTROL.  MIND CONTROL BY THE GOVERNMENT, THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT.  THE GOVERNMENT THAT MIGHT AS WELL BE CALLED THE UNITED STATES MAFIA, BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST AS BAD.

YES, GOOD WILL ALWAYS TRIUMPH OVER EVIL, OR DOES IT?  HOWEVER IN MY CASE NOT AFTER I HAVE BEEN SET UP THEN SCAPEGOATED BY THESE GOODY TWO SHOE CHRISTIANS.  THESE PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK, THEY REALLY DO.

I WILL BE DEAD, RIGHT NOW, IN EITHER 2013 OR 2014 UNLESS SOMETHING CHANGES.  THATS HOW MUCH LIFE I HAVE LEFT, ONLY A COUPLE OF YEARS.

DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!