Merry christmas!

I hope whoever reads this has a good Christmas.  It won't be until this time next year until I get cut a little more slack.  Anyway, don't drink and drive in this holiday season and be kind to one another in every way.

There, Christmas has been marked, good.

I feel fine, but feel tired that I have to type out another blog entry.  I don't really know what to say.   If I am dead soon (as in a couple of weeks from now) or even sooner then this whole effort might be wiped by hackers who know my password.  I mean, I could change my password but they will find out the new password one way or another.  They aren't professional, just think they are.

I have a new neighbour.  I think she could be a TVNZ journalist, or a man about my age, I don't know which.  Could be both?  That would seem unlikely.  Tonight, I think my dinner was spiked with a truth serum but it was right inside a concealed can.  Wow.  Maybe the can had an eye watching over it and had my name on it in the supermarket I bought it from.  Someone could be in that house, next door, having me under surveillance as well as how it always is, somewhere overseas.

I think there is a strong possibility I will be dead in the next couple of weeks (or much sooner, as in days) due to a problem with my heart.  It will be murder.  If not that, then death after the next two years (yes, after 2012 into 2013).  I could be dead in 2014.  I have told myself to live out these next couple of years to the fullest, as best as I can, before I am dead.

The N.S.A. is on my ass, I know it.  They could be the ones who end up killing me.  You can't really trust these people, they will do whatever it takes to do what they have to do to come out on top.  Sames goes with C.I.A., MI6, S.I.S....  Even the lowly street punk with a pocket knife, I guess.

So this could be finally it.  After an increase in medication, I will want to eat more, then if I do eat pizza, I might die because of it.  Hopefully this is just something with shock value to change my diet, but I don't think so.  Everything has to bare significance.

One thing I learnt from the K.G.B. or now S.V.R., always have a written note on your person so when you do die, the truth of how and or why you died will be known to people who would not suspect it.  Yes, I learnt that from them.  Now that is old school.  No orbiting wares involved in that one.

I will go back to bed now.  I will also have you know I have been visited by invisible people during the night that do this and that.  They're Americans or know of Americans.  Snicker.

I have a username and password to secretaryhoes.com and it is one I paid for.  It is:

Username: hakan4

Password: 22410867

Pretty underwhelming really and you even get access to almost ten other sites.  They want to pay more for the better content that has nudity and hardcore sex.  Just don't be logged on when I want to and that will be tomorrow morning, its still worth another look.

Is this my first truly untitled post?  Hmmm... we'll see.

I have thought more about putting a restraining order out against Paul Holmes because he is an evil man who wants to split up my family and has this obsession with reputation.  Look, who gives a fuck about random small family living in a random house in a place of the world that is far far away from where it all happens like Hollywood or New York City.  I think I can see what is happening here and I am being left out in the cold for the sake of reputation.  Its about respect, its about honour, its about pride, its about reputation.  How fucking stupid can someone get.  Someone or a group of people (likely Christian) have BLACKMAILED or THREATENED their way into my parents home and lives then THREATENED them once again for them to do whatever they say (without me being of course involved) for their own ends.  I GET SICK AND TIRED OF THIS REPUTATION BULLSHIT.  EVERY FUCKIN' DAY, EVERY FUCKIN' WEEK, EVERY FUCKIN' MONTH, EVERY FUCKIN' YEAR.  WHY SHOULD ANYONE GIVE A SHIT ABOUT US?  WHY?  IT PISSES ME OFF SO MUCH.  WE JUST WANT THE MADNESS TO END BUT IT NEVER WILL UNTIL WE ARE DEAD.  DEAD.  DEAD BY I DON'T GIVE A FUCK GANGSTERS.  FUCK THEM.

ONE DAY I WILL BE DEAD IN THIS HOUSE AND I CAN JUST SEE THE SMALL NEWSPAPER REPORT THAT READS "NOT SUSPECTED TO BE SUSPICIOUS" WHEN IT REALLY IS.  TOTALLY SUSPICIOUS.  BUT IT WILL BE COVERED UP.  COVERED UP BY ME BEING ACTUALLY MURDERED TO LOOK LIKE A SUICIDE OR I WILL JUST DIE NATURALLY FROM THE RELENTLESS TORTURE I HAVE HAD TO SUFFER FOR CLOSE TO TEN YEARS NOW.

WHY CAN'T THESE PEOPLE JUST LET GO.  THEY WILL NEVER LET GO BECAUSE THEY ARE FULL OF HATE AND HAVE SO MUCH POWER AIDING THEM TO PERSECUTE ME AND THEY PROBABLY KNOW BUT DON'T ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WHAT HAPPENED WAS BECAUSE OF MIND CONTROL ANYWAY.  IT WAS NEVER SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENED, IT WAS MIND CONTROL.  MIND CONTROL BY THE GOVERNMENT, THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT.  THE GOVERNMENT THAT MIGHT AS WELL BE CALLED THE UNITED STATES MAFIA, BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST AS BAD.

YES, GOOD WILL ALWAYS TRIUMPH OVER EVIL, OR DOES IT?  HOWEVER IN MY CASE NOT AFTER I HAVE BEEN SET UP THEN SCAPEGOATED BY THESE GOODY TWO SHOE CHRISTIANS.  THESE PEOPLE MAKE ME SICK, THEY REALLY DO.

I WILL BE DEAD, RIGHT NOW, IN EITHER 2013 OR 2014 UNLESS SOMETHING CHANGES.  THATS HOW MUCH LIFE I HAVE LEFT, ONLY A COUPLE OF YEARS.

DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!  DEATH TO AMERICA!

97% counted

Well, say hello to another three years of John Key and his National government. 

I guess the polling before "the one that mattered on the day" was correct even though I thought they might have been all rigged by government media contacts.  It is really so surprising to see National get DOUBLE the vote compared to the opposition Labour party and I thought Labour ran the better campaign excluding the Manic Street Preachers style text they had to spell out their campaign that told me, that the public relations machine I was all too familiar with was working their self-serving magic in their month long and now pretty much fruitless attempt at power.

I thought our prime minister attempted to commit political suicide with the tea party tape.  I can't understand why he did that, what was the point?  Silly.

Another thing that has surprised me is how quickly the votes have been counted.  It wasn't until midnight during the 2008 or 2005 election we knew the outcome but now it is almost 11PM and we all know.

I appreciate and understand Phil Goof needed to make "the hard decisions" to bring New Zealand back on track however it has only fallen on the ears of over twenty percent of the voting public, that yes, is very surprising.

Really unbelievable.  I thought there was going to be a big surprise and the polls before election night being proven wrong and Phil Goff and Labour winning power after a closely fought, hard full on battle at the polls with John Key and National.  How wrong I was.

I think our prime minister, some time over these next three years, will be shot, I really do think so.  What better time to do that then after election night to make the statement.

John Key, he is no Barack Obama.  They are both no good anyway.  Well, by approval, John Key is actually better.

I would have for sure voted in this election if there had of been a pro-pedophile party (legalising child pornography and lowering the age of consent) that also had a policy of fiscal conservatism, perhaps other social policy (legalise marijuana), justice re-form, a foreign policy re-think (withdraw troops from Afghanistan and the expulsion of possibly American but almost certainly Israeli diplomats), leaving the education system untouched, and the separation of church and state and or special interest groups being denied.  We could call ourselves something like Liberal NZ.  Well, that will always be the dream HAHA.  I think justice re-form is the big one.  Something seriously wrong with the justice system in this country.  If you want government to be more for the people then more referendums and when the results come in, then the results enacted by government and not ignored.  That oughta' be a vote winner.

Really surprised.  Was expecting a totally different outcome.

THAT'S THAT HAHA.

Decision 2011

Another election, the second, that I have decided to sit out.

You know, its kind of interesting.  John Key and National are the favourites to win another term of power until 2014 but whether they form a majority government or have to form a coalition remains to be seen.  And, I guess, whether they win too.  What is interesting though is how in this country, since the day that everything changed, Phil Goff would lead this country.  I mean, its been said that he is just a nobody that doesn't on the face of it (pun intended), boast any representation.  I believe that that is the one of the problems with this country, the mergence of church and state, that has already happened although to a visitor, a tourist to this country (and probably non-Christian), would be difficult to recognise.  It isn't official and as time goes on, in the future, those shadow leaders will become the leaders officially and the representation will no longer be required.

In that case, I then am going to have to deal with a negro narcasstic control freak with hi-technology.

I have said it once on this blog and I will say it again, I didn't like John Keys connection to the Exclusive Brethren, a religious sect.  If he had of been me, I would have had nothing to do with them even if it meant denying any charity from them for my campaign.  Still, I could have taken their money and given them the middle finger after I had done so.  Then they would likely arrange a hitman to kill me or something.

I feel empty hearted not voting and now its too late.  However, I'm only one person and votes only have power in numbers.

The previous government committed to Afghanistan but not Iraq.  Today, I think New Zealand shouldn't commit to Afghanistan any longer.  The whole war on terrorism could have been avoided and is actually, a joke.  Why should New Zealand support a United States led effort that, the United States, being as shadowy as they are?  They kill their own people (9/11, Katrina, Colombia), they can't be trusted.  They have dug their own hole because they are idiots.  Also because of Jews and Freemasonry.  So, because of all of that, New Zealand should breakaway and put a stop to our contribution to this re-building of Afghanistan that will never be a great country to live in.  But should they ask ourselves is it whats best for the Afghan people and not the American government?  Its like giving somebody a leg up but the wall is too high for them to climb.  What a waste of time and money.

What more can I say?  Another three years of National?

Fuck god

There is no god yet all Christians know it but still their god lives on in the figment of their imaginations and nowhere else.  The truth is, the government is god.  Not every government, but namely the United States and Israel.  All their allies are in on the big secret.  Fuck god, fuck Christianity, fuck the mob, fuck the United States government and the Israeli government, fuck Freemasons, fuck Jews, fuck the media... because they all hate me and want to see me dead.  Fuck them all.  And why not?  Because they feel the same way about me.

I was right all along, there is no fuckin' god.  Jesus is dead and the bible is a novel.  The United States government is a joke because they do such laughable things especially years ago when Bush was president.  FUCK THEM ALL.

I WILL DESTROY THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT, THE AMERICAN PEOPLE, THE ISRAELI GOVERNMENT, THE ISRAELI PEOPLE... ANYONE WHO OPPOSES ME.  KILL ALL CHRISTIANS.

I'M NOT DRUNK, I DON'T DRINK.  DON'T TRY AND FUCKIN' TWIST THIS AROUND YOU FUCKIN' BASTARD, FUCK YOU.  ITS BECAUSE OF YOU, SO FUCK YOU.

FTW.

Another target

I have been waiting for this day.

I finally got what I was after from being prepared.  Below are three snaps of who I suspect is another key figure in my conspiracy to murder.  A huge figure with huge criminal underworld connections and is one himself.  Before I took these, an attempt was made on my life by some mama luigi driving a dark green BMW.

I may not have been the only one with my eyes on him.

Notice how he always wears the same clothes.

Yes, enjoy your tea or syrup old man.  Without you, who knows where I would be now, how I would be, what I would be doing, who I would be.  Without you from the very start.

My first entries

Maybe I will delete my first entries before September 1st, 2010 and perhaps delete some others as well.  Just a thought.

Girls, boys, teenagers and adults

Why does the media get this wrong almost every time?  Girls and boys are people aged between five to twelve, teenagers are aged between thirteen to nineteen and adults are aged between twenty to one hundred!  A teenager can't be a boy!  A teenager can't be a man, woman, or adult!  This should be common sense!

Until next time, don't do anything I wouldn't do.  You could find me on Twitter sooner or later.

Excellent porn

http://www.parodypass.com.

Some of the best porn I have ever seen in my opinion.  ParodyPass is a site that is exactly what it is in the name, a site full of about ten parodies of television shows and a couple of movies.  I downloaded Scooby Doo and That 70's Show.  The shots are perfect, the positions are a turn on, also can appeal to people (mainly men I imagine) with a foot fetish.  One of the girls in the That 70's Show parody looks like Fergie of the Black Eyed Peas and she happens to be one of my most favourite sexiest celebrity women.  And its funny too.

Just received a phone call from the United States Green Card Lottery, not eligible to enter the lottery because of my education.  Oh well.

Who wants to go to the United States anyway, probably get blown up by some brainwashed jihadist.

So check that site out, some good porn.

Nothing to write about...

I've been wanting to do this entry for a while now and I feel that blame should lie with who is really responsible for these things that happen instead of me, once again, being used as a scapegoat.

I haven't got anywhere with my quest to find out why this happens to me but I think that the government is involved in what does happen.  The government are just as guilty as their criminal associates.  When you hear or read about the mob going through Christian reform, don't believe it.  I suspect they are using Christianity as a reason to still hate, still kill, still do what they have always done.  It pisses me off.  Any gang that has something against me pisses me off.  They should fuck off.

This could have been all avoided, everything.  But instead, no, it isn't avoided because there are other people who think they know better.  The mental health professionals who are suppost to care for me, don't.  They are British, they are criminals, and should go back to where they come from but not without telling the people who they answer to to get over it.

This is stupid, I just want my life back.  I shouldn't have to do anything.

Sister

My first post when this blog became more about me, was about my sister.  Not my second step-sister, but my first step-sister.  They are my step-sisters or half-sisters because they were from previous relationships my mother had.  Two of them, I think.

I never really knew any of my outside family besides my mother and father.  Just the other week, my aunty... or cousin died from cancer.  However, I believe she might have been murdered.  Another murder.  Is there not one member in my family that hasn't been murdered?  Murdered either by man or by god, too.

My father wouldn't make this stuff up.  He has been telling me about it.  If I asked him whether he could drive me over to our neighbouring province to see her grave he would likely do so.  So, she must be really gone.

I didn't know her, never did.  But this isn't suppost to be about my aunty or cousin, this is about one of my sisters.

Wow.  She has made, with her life partners help, quite a life for herself and now her two children.  There is a rift between her and our mother, though.  She doesn't like how she was brought up by her.  What a laugh.  Well, I know the truth and I think she does too.  She knows the truth so is she going to renounce those same people who she answers to today, who made my mothers life hell, and hers, back in the nineteen sixties or is she rather going to continue to submit and pass the celebrity status and risk of a life of pain, paranoia and misery down to her children if they don't learn any lessons? 

Are her children, when they get to about age thirteen, going to fall into the same world of crime like I did (with government help), start discovering themselves and other teenagers sexually, have the government of god work their disasterous magic anywhere on this green earth as reactions?  Has she been forced to raise them Christian to keep them in line as best as she can to prevent anything wrong from happening?  Catholic, perhaps?  Gee, I wish my parents had of done that for me because I'm like, just, you know, so special.

Does she sometimes wish she could have her superiors let her go?  Will they not do this?  What right do they have to abduct us into these lives of mimicking fame with real celebrities, not fortune, and have hell to pay or endure when things don't go their way?  There is no way out of this for us, for me.  I want to leave.  It is clear to me that I can't live my life the way that these extremely rich and astronomically powerful men and woman want me to.  Is that not good enough?  These people I speak of now and have spoken of, in the past, I am sure, have crossed the line anyway.  Its not what they do, to do what they do.

She told me she wants to know me as her brother but perhaps now she doesn't want to know me anymore.  That means so much, I feel.  I want her to realise that she shouldn't give in to these people and fight them rather than surrender then cooperate.  I have been doing so for almost ten years.  Thats what it has been, a fight, every day, to survive.  I haven't been living like a dictator.  I was able to break out, twice.  Still, though, the fight isn't over and that was even when I was living on the other side of town.

When my parents are dead, and I am dead, and I will likely die before my parents, will she inherit with or without a written will what I, and only I, am in line for?  Millions of dollars, really.

Just something I wanted to put out here.

Random things...

What a great public relations stunt by the New Zealand Herald, broadcasting a murderous and torturous motorcycle gang as a few compassionate everyday folk who care about what has happened here in Tauranga with the oil spill.

Well, I don't give a shit, frankly.  And I will continue by saying Tauranga has got what it deserved with this oil leak and environmental disaster after.  Nobody gave a fuck about me here, not one.  It has been seven or eight years.  I'm happy to see everyone angry and sad about what has happened here and to be honest with you, I think they all wanted this to happen anyway so I guess I'll join the party.

FUCK YOU ALL.

FTW.

NSA/CSS FOIA appeal authority

Well, it has finally arrived.  I actually forgot all about it.  What has arrived is my response from the NSA/CSS Freedom of Information Act Appeal Authority.

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Dear Mr. [],

This responds to your Freedom of Information Act (FOIA) request of 1 September 2011, which was received by this office on 1 September 2011, for "The release of all information of me, [] [] [], a New Zealand citizen... my file (as I believe I have one)."  Your letter has been assigned Case Number 65373.  Please refer to this case number when contacting us about your request.  For purposes of this request and based on the information you provided in your letter, you are considered an "all other" requester.  Your request has been processed under the provisions of the FOIA.

We have determined that the fact of the existance or non-existance of the materials you request is a currently and properly classified matter in accordance with Executive Order 13526, as set forth in Subparagraph (c) of Section 1.4.  Thus, your request is denied pursuant to the first exemption of the FOIA which provides that the FOIA does not apply to matters that are specifically authorized under criteria established by an Executive Order to be kept secret in the interest of national defense or foreign relations and are, in fact properly classified pursuant to such Executive Order.

In addition, this Agency is authorized by various statutes to protest certain information concerning its activities.  The third exemption of the FOIA provides for the withholding of information specifically protected from disclosure by statute.  Thus, your request is also denied because the fact of the existance or non-existance of the information is exempted from disclosure pursuant to the third exemption.  The specific statutes are applicable in this case are Title 18 U.S. Code 798; Title 50 U.S. Code 403-1 (i); and Section 6, Public Law 86-36 (50 U.S. Code 402 note).

The initial Denial Authority for NSA information is the Deputy Associate Director for Policy and Records, Diane M. Janosek.  As your request is being denied, you are hereby advised of this Agency's appeal procedures.  Any person denied access to information may file an appeal to the NSA/CSS Freedom of Information Act Appeal Authority.  The appeal must be postmarked no later than 60 calender days of the date of the initial denial letter.  The appeal shall be in writing addressed to the NSA/CSS FOIA Appeal Authority (DJP4), National Security Agency, 9800 Savage Road STE 6248, Fort George G. Meade, MD 20755-6248.  The appeal shall reference the adverse determination and shall contain, in sufficient detail and particularity, the grounds upon which the requester believes that the determination is unwarranted.  The NSA/CSS FOIA Appeal Authority will endeavor to respond to the appeal within 20 working days after receipt, absent any unusual circumstances.

Sincerely,

Michelle Smith for Pamela N. Phillips
Chief
FOIA/PA Office

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Note they spelt existence wrong and called my neighbourhood Aratari, instead of Arataki.

I have been denied, putting it simply, and I have sixty working days to try again.  The letter, the appeal, has been filed nevertheless.  Wow, it has been over a month for them to get back to me as its the 11th of October today.

I just want them to leave me alone, whoever they are.

Nothing to write about...

Well today is different.  Today is a different day as was yesterday because then and now I didn't feel all angered up.  This is how it should be, how it should have been, throughout.

I don't know whether this has been on the international news stations but there is a container ship in the bay that has hit a reef and an attempt is going to be made soon of salvaging the ship.  The risk is an environmental disaster unlike New Zealand has never seen before if all the oil gushes out in a leak, especially if the ship breaks in half.

Like, wow.  It seems to me there has to be a disaster once every three to six months or so to keep the ball rolling.  The ball?  Like planet Earth?  I will say right here and now that the captain or whoever was piloting the ship at the time could be charged with something.  I have seen the position of where the ship is and it appears to be in the same place where other ships have puffed on by.  So with that, maybe the ship wasn't intentionally piloted into the reef to cause something like this happening.

The prime minister is due to be visiting today (it is already 3PM) to see for himself where the ship is and perhaps a few words for the six o'clock news, a photo or two for the newspapers, of course.  That's important.  Thinking about it now, I'd like to get on my bike and cycle down to where I think he could be visiting to protest against him.  Yell things like,"OPPRESSION!  MURDEROUS JEW!  GO HOME DONKEY!".  I think that's a new one, the latter.  Donkey.  John Key, donkey, get it?  Or I could make up a chant,"GST HIKES?  NO.  ACC LEVYS?  NO.  ASSET SALES?  NO."... and so on and so forth.  Actually, I might just do that.  But I would like to know where he actually will be visiting along our sandy white beach and when.  He could have already been and already on the plane to his next appointment somewhere up or down this country of the long white cloud.

I don't think I'll be voting for him, somehow.  I didn't like his connection, in whatever form it was, to the Exclusive Brethren, a religious sect.  Neither will I be voting for the opposition.  You know, its like they really do want to prove themselves to me, and only me, that they're worthy of my one vote.  I might sit this election out again, for a second time.  I have one regret voting for our former prime minister Helen Clark.  I won't let you know what it is, but it must have been her feminist side that made it happen in the first place.  But on the other hand there were many other good things about her government that were the reasons why I did vote for her to be prime minister FOR A FIFTH TIME!  She was very capable.  She wasn't our first woman prime minister, that was Jenny Shipley.  Yes, even she worshipped me when I was thirteen years old.  Paying attention Chinese government?

How do I feel about John Keys government?  He campaigned on change, likened himself to Obama, and like Obama, has been pretty much the same as National governments in years gone by.  Nothing special, nothing different.  Just the same old bullshit.  Special interest groups, I suspect.

Well Mr. prime minister (not sure whether I should capitalise prime minister), do your thing and get the hell out of Tauranga with or without me witnessing your visit and I think I have said this once before, tell your government muscle heads to go easy on me from now on.

Random things...

I think I should get more into the music of the Beatles.  I would like to hear Sgt. Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band again.  Was that actually some side project of the Beatles or just a song?  I own the Beatles 'Love' album of 2005, I still think that is a good album.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xoJGDC10lZw

Were the Beatles overrated?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6a3NcwfOBzQ

My favourite, although this isn't the re-mastered version, that is 'Tomorrow Never Knows'.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Dq9NDRfb5Y&feature=related

Above is the re-mastered version.

A pinch and a punch for the first of the month

Hahahar.

But its actually the second of October here, I'm a day late.  Well, summer is coming around again.  I can still remember me sitting at my dining table and writing these entries down on paper about this time last year and about six months after.  I don't do that anymore.  Why?  Because I own my own computer now and I should have been doing this about five years ago.  Actually, I own two.  The second computer is a backup in case this system gets nuked.  But who would want to nuke me?  IT WOULD BE PROBABLY THE PERSON I LEAST EXPECT!  Hahahar.

Really, there are people out there that not only want to nuke me, but kill me too.  That's their problem.  Its like, I'M GAY, GET OVER IT!  Hahahar.  However the deviance is deeper than that, I will let you know.  But actually, could be lawful surprisingly.  It would just be whether its morally wrong or something.  You know, a twenty five year old dating a sixteen year old.

I have problems.  There is nothing I can really do about them unless I am left alone to live.  But I will never be left alone, no matter where I am in this world.  I need a time machine to get me to a safe place.  I SEE THAT NEVER HAPPENING BECAUSE I'M AN ENEMY OF GOD!  HAHAHAR!  AND ALSO BIG GANGSTERS WANT ME DEAD TOO!  I HAVE A REPUTATION, I HAVE PRIDE, I HAVE TO BE A GOOD MAN!  HAHAHAR!

Heh.  I love it when I can type in capital letters like that to exaggerate what I want to say.

Review of aliens vs. predator

Okay.  So some time ago now I made up a review of WWE Smackdown VS. Raw 2011 that pretty much fell flat on its ass.  I repeat, the characters, the wrestlers, appeared strange, I encountered many bugs while playing and in fact another one later on which I discovered by accident during online play.  Everything about the current WWE didn't go hand in hand with any game that could be made to simulate it that would be decent.

I have played Aliens VS. Predator, on Xbox 360, and can give this game a better review than my last.  20th Century FOX has something to do with this offering, to my shame, because like I said the game was actually pretty good in my view.  You'd think that if FOX had something to do with anything, it would be cobbled together and have hidden messages referring to the N.R.A. in it.

I decided to play this game first out of five others I bought for no reason other than I thought it would be just a good game to start with.  I looked at the achievement list, checked for story achievements (there are some in this game I guess obviously), checked for online achievements (there are ranked match achievements that now are a challenge to unlock because of the availability of ranked matches online), and weapon/kill related achievements that can be unlocked either during online or offline play.  The game has I think forty seven, but don't take my word on that.

I wasn't happy with the bland (although this wasn't the intention I think) looking loading screens and menu.  If I had my way, they would have been black, green and red to represent marine, alien and predator in colour.  Actually, I think it looked stupid.  But it was to do with like a startup screen to do with the Weyland (Weyland?  Weyland?  Smithers?  Get it?) Corporation, to do with the marines, throughout the game except for when you are playing in the game as alien and predator.  You see the flickering grey television closed circuit broadcast in the game on television and computer screens but every time in loadup screens and the menu.  I would have done things differently.

I started as a marine and made my way through the campaign.  Each campaign is short, but overall makes the game, a lengthy game.  Like many games, you experience a tutorial as you play at the start, Aliens VS. Predator is no different.  Shooting an alien at close range will nine times out of ten kill you so keep your distance.  Somebody else complained they didn't like that about this game.  Using the flamethrower can be fun and makes short work of killing a pack of aliens as long as you shoot the flame, hit the aliens, then run around until they die from their burns.  This device that the marine has that detects alien movement can be haunting and no lie, after I had turned off the console and television to take a break from playing I could still hear it in my head.  What it also does is make the game experience a suspenseful one because an alien can be right behind you or some distance in front on their way to attempt to kill you, of course.  You can tell by the pace of the bleeping how close an alien is, like reverse sensors on a modern car.

The jungle mission had me in awe when I first saw the vast open scape of small hills, shallow crystal clear water and plant life...  plus also aliens wanting to kill you.  It was like a game of Myst (I imagine anyway because I haven't played it).  That was about the only highlight however.  You have to battle three bosses one after the other to complete the game and that includes killing Professor...?  Commander...?  Weyland.  Be prepared for the very end of the game as marine, it can take you by surprise.

As alien, you can see marines through walls and tell the difference between marine and civilian by red for marine and green for civilian.  An achievement is awarded if you harvest all the civilians by using facehuggers.  What more can I say?  Take your time playing as an alien and don't rush as it can be tempting by how fast the alien can move especially when holding down the left stick to sprint.  Stalk and attack your prey without being detected if you can.

Playing as the predator was satisfying especially at the end when you use the kombi stick.  The kombi stick is a weapon like a javelin or giant dart that you throw and explodes when it hits a target but otherwise, like a wall, will not detonate.

Something made me cheat, I will admit, playing Aliens VS. Predator.  I don't know what exactly, but I experienced auto-aiming as marine and regenerating life as predator.  I don't think this was a bug.

In the end, the game gets a seven or eight from me.

Oh my god! oh my god! second s.a.s. soldier dies!

http://msn.nzherald.co.nz/nz/news/article.cfm?c_id=1&objectid=10754982&ref=rss

I haven't seen one poll in this country that asks whether the people of New Zealand want the S.A.S. there in Afghanistan.  I thought all of them were suppost to be brought home for the world cup to do duty here but while the tournament continues I know of none as security and another one has died!  I think the S.A.S. should have been asked by the prime minister as to whether they wanted to serve in Afghanistan.  Apparently within the group that has gone, there are some that don't want to be there.

This obviously doesn't help the New Zealand government.  This will add to public opinion that they should be brought home.  They are suppost to be part of a reconstruction team over there that is part of the whole occupation and nation building idea.  The United States, the head of it, I feel just doesn't have the resources to pull it off. 

He had a vision, crusader Bush, it all began with him.  A Christian vision of a perfect world, of a heaven on earth, a better world than we live in now, a world where freedom reigns... under god of course.  That is a contradiction because I believe god isn't about freedom.  Jesus was an advocate of torture and murder and I also believe that Jesus had a mental illness, was just a crazy man, and really was never meant to perform any miracles at all.

I almost joined the military and if I had of, I might have come out of it better for it.  It isn't true that I would have done any weapons training, that's a lie.  But trying to get a job in the end and having a good time doing it was a chance I didn't want to pass up and now its almost too late to try again.  In fact I saw evidence in a DVD that was shown that our military was under attack by American and Israeli forces by sick and perverted twisted mind control.  This is not spiritual, its technology.  Anyone who thinks it isn't technology is wrong and I am right, perhaps unfortunately.

Anyway, another one can be chalked up on the side of the Taliban Toyota Landcruiser.  Terrorists win once again like in a game of Counterstrike.

Birthday

Well, its my nephews birthday tomorrow.  He must be turning eleven.  Wow, its already been eleven years.  He probably isn't into Bob the Builder anymore but this Ben 10 cartoon character.  In fact, Ben 10 is I think Japanese anime.  So happy birthday and one day you might know me more than just someone who is only raised on occasion like when your mother and your father are talking in bed.

Tomorrow is also the same day I attempted suicide about two years ago and then left home to live out of my car for about four or five months because I had enough of how it was there. 

I dropped twenty kilograms in that time.

Wow, it is so much more easier to type these entries up than it was before. 

You would know this by now but I'm an enemy of the state and they will do whatever it takes to kill me.  It must be during the day, because of a satellite in the sky, that makes me feel how I feel.  I hate it.  Well, screw them.  They aren't going to get any more cooperation from me.  A government in this world has the power to kill people from space such as by heart attacks and so on. 

I think they're American.

Obama gets behind israel, ahmadinejad harps on once again at the u.n.

And I'm about to do pretty much the same.

It sickens me that I hear or read about so-called "friends" of Israel.  The United States being their best friend, but Israel is surrounded by countries that want to obliterate it.  The government of the United States can't serve two peoples and this is what is continuing to happen in 2011.  Obama is what has been called a spineless, cowardly and wimpy president for what he has just done.  Israel will always win even if a part-Muslim president is in power or not.  Israel are the terrorists along with the United States, the tyrannical superpower of the United States.  Their god is a terrorist, their government of god.  Israel makes me sick and you would be surprised how many Americans there are that also call for them to be wiped off the map.

President Ahmadinejad spoke at the United Nations again and had most of the assembly leave, again.  Ahmadinejad could be one of them anyway.  Ahmadinejad is part of the Jewish and Mason world order despite how many times he says he is against Jews.  They're all fuckin' hypocrites and will do whatever it takes to win a war that doesn't need to be fought and is being waged by Jews and Masons.  What two groups of deceitful evil people of lies and trickery that need to be shot to prevent any more carnage on this planet called Earth.  Rupert Keith Murdoch is one of them, YOU FUCKIN' OLD JEWISH FAGGOT!

Forgive me, its not easy being a mind controlled slave of the Jewish and Mason world order tyranny.  I might burn down a house tonight, a home where a Freemason lives.

Nothing to write about...

I want to clean up who I follow as I don't read all the blogs that I do.  There is another Asian woman (besides the other from Malaysia who is following me and one now needs permission to view her blog) studying law in New York City who appears to be interesting.  Other than her, theres that American commercial airline pilot.  All the others, not so much.

Also, I'm still here.  I'm still living in this city despite believing or hoping that I would have moved out by now, by about March this year.  Maybe next March of 2012, huh? 

Life may never be the same.

Nothing to write about...

Well, there is something.  Paul Holmes new book was number one in the country this week.  I will say that in truth he has absolutely no sympathy for the tragedy that happened and just wants to make money from it.  He has done that.  But me and you Mr. Holmes, still have a bone to pick, bastard.  I know you read this blog you cunning old man.  Just who the hell do you think you are?  Am I suppost to believe you have saved my life, Mr. Holmes?  You have done nothing like that.  Actually, you're killing me slowly with your Freemason advocated torture you son of a bitch.  I was glad when your mother died, faggot.  You are going to fucking pay for what you have done here, bitch.  I will make you my bitch one day and then you will know what its like to be me every single fuckin' day you old man.  Screw you.  YOU ARE THE TERRORIST. 

I don't give a fuck whether I have your support or not anymore you pedophile lovin' motherfucker.  Suck my cock.

Terrorism

Well the tenth anniversary should be over by now.  People have remembered, people have grieved... I don't get how last years remembrance was called "unlike no other" as I would think the media would call this one that being the tenth.  Oh, and no attacks happened despite Al-Qaeda terrorists in New York City or Washington D.C. apparently ordered to cause "as much destruction as possible".  Maybe the United States government will ally with Al-Qaeda in the future?

On this blog, it should be no secret by now that I too am a victim of terrorism.  In the late eighties, and also continuing on today.  Either by the I.R.A. or the United States government, or both.  I do very much doubt that Al-Qaeda, formed in, according to their Wikipedia page, the late eighties were responsible.  There would have been no way for them to have known to strike, they didn't know me.  Anyway, those Muslim extremists frown upon alcoholism, adultery... that's what Sharia law is about.  Sharia law is very conservative, about as conservative as conservative gets.  It is extreme right.  Europe is under a stealth take over by Muslims and Sharia law is recognised in parts, including in Britain.

All signs point to however, former George Bush Snr. being responsible.  Being in Texas, in Houston, the N.A.S.A. association, diverted from California, a "head spook" of the Central Intelligence Agency, also around the time of the formation of the Omega Agency, a staunch anti-homosexual... can I go on?  Then when his son gets power after the biggest election scandal in United States history, he has it in for me too, OBVIOUSLY.  Heh.  These people are part of the Illuminati, this world is their oyster.  Bush Snr. must be about as old as my father, old age will get him sooner or later.

Then I believe I was abducted and probed on an operating table and its why, either because of what they did then or the impact of the plane accident on my head, I can only do very basic mathematics.  I might have brain damage.  Don't be fooled by these people.  These people will torture and kill ANYONE who gets in their way or is a threat, or does something they don't like.  Well, I'm not going to go on.

Yet, here I am over twenty years later, alive, but they're still on my ass. 

9/11

Being where I am, we're a day in front of the United States but remembrance... meetings have already taken place where the attacks happened.  I think for now though, the site where that hi-jacked flight over Pennsylvania went down after the flights passengers tried to re-gain control is where people, including Bush and Clinton, have been grieving.  A conspiracy theory says that that aircraft was shot down and was en-route to the White House.  The other flights however, they reached their destined targets.

No security camera footage of the aircraft hitting the Pentagon has ever been released.  Only a few frames, actually.  If they released a lengthy movie, it could almost blow the theory out of the water that the fortification was hit by a missile.  But that has yet to happen, ten years on.

I really think the attacks, the aftermath, and the two foreign wars and or occupations in Afghanistan and Iraq that have suppost to have happened as the reasons because of it, could have been all avoided.  New Zealand, until early last year, was the only country to have no casualties in the war in Afghanistan.  We stayed out of Iraq.  That was bound to change at any time, and, of course, it did.  I now ask why should we help fight the battles of the United States?  They failed, failed, to protect the three thousand (that I actually think were many more) Americans that died on that day when "everything changed".  And everything did change, even in time.  In the past, and perhaps even the future.  Since 2008, we have a pro-American Jewish prime minister.  I think that's dangerous.  How can it be so convenient for the Americans for a tragedy like 9/11 to happen and Americans, secretly, celebrate it as a day of revolution for their godly cause?  That's what I think.  They wanted to be attacked, have used Muslim scapegoats, today being held in Illinois and Guantanamo Bay, also the figurehead by the name of Osama Bin Laden, and Al-Qaeda are still fighting for freedom.  I can't explain other attacks that have happened before and after 9/11 to make sense, to fit into my thinking, but what happened on September 11th, 2001 was the biggie.

The true evil in this world are Freemasons, Jews, Catholics and Christians.  They will do whatever it takes, including what I raised in the last paragraph, to shift the blame for something that they all had a small part in and wanted to happen.  To cover themselves up, they use a terrorist boogieman like the murdered Osama Bin Laden to help them.  Justice suppost to have being done, ha.  And its okay, because they're the good and he was the evil in their minds.  I'm telling it how it is.  Mossad, Israelis, could have flown those planes into the World Trade Centre and a missile being fired at the Pentagon.  Why?  All... in... the... name... of... god.

I guess I shouldn't care so much anyway.  But if I suspect trickery or something fishy happening such as 9/11, then I will point it out.  Oh how the mighty have fallen, and have seemed to just dig their hole even deeper over the past ten years.  The Americans didn't learn anything from history and history is repeating.  But they knew what they were getting into, former president... no, crusader... Bush, and amounts to sabotage of a country he is suppost to love.  We're in the twentieth century now, we aren't stuck in the eighteenth or nineteenth centuries anymore.  THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT ARE TERRORISTS.  There, I said it.  And its true.  They are worse than these Al-Qaeda terrorists they're suppost to be protecting Americans and actually other countries from.  Afterall, its suppost to be about terrorism, its suppost to be about good versus evil.

Just another day for me, although it will be Monday here when the anniversary will be official and likely, no attack take place as well.

What a blight on history.

C.I.A.

The following is a letter I typed up to send to the C.I.A..  You know, just bitching on and on about what they're doing here.  Its what I do best.

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To C.I.A.,

Well, what do I say?  Yes, I am the same person who would send random insults to your agency through these online e-mail forms to satisfy myself, to quell my hate, and to hopefully offend you each time although I think the messages were read but laughed off.

This is the first time I have visited your site on this connection so you might have my IP address.

You know, I've been thinking.  I've been thinking about the lies your former director George Tenent (spelling?) said on national (and then international) television about his agency being not responsible for torture.  From what I have experienced in my life,  I am sure I have experienced torture from your agency of astronomical power, as well as the campaign against me and my family stepping up to the next level by people with your blessing, at one or two times, coming into my home in the dead of night and shocking me with an electric prod with me in some kind of deep sleep not allowing me to wake up and attempt to fight off the intruders who were both (I suspect there was more than one in the room) cloaked in invisibility that you know happened.  What I detailed to you is suppost to be top secret, however unless there is one day, out of the blue, a media exposay about exactly what power your agency has (and how they use it) then the cat will be totally let out of the bag.  What do you know about that?

I am the underdog in this battle.  I am the underdog against your government, against your people, against the people of my country, against my allied government of yours that I just wish that I myself could realise, at least personally, we shouldn't be friends.  The Israelis, Israel... or Jews... another ally of the tyrannical superpower of the United States of America.  Don't deny it, your agency is here and I really want to know, why?  From what I have seen, I have seen evidence with my own two eyes that there is something at work here, in this city, in this country (New Zealand) and I believe it traces back to your government. 

Funny really, because Osama Bin Laden was right about how the United States "meddles" in the affairs of Saudi Arabia and how do I know this?  Because as I have said, you are doing the same here.  Why?

What else can I say?  What stance should I take with your agency?  I guess it will depend how things will continue to pan out however it could be too late in my mind for that so perhaps I should be ruthless and take your agency, as well as a few media organisations, by the balls and and sue for torture, murder, conspiracy to murder, unlawful invasion of privacy, defamation, intellectual property violation, human rights violations, crimes against humanity, burglarly, trespass, assault... can I go on? 

On second thought, yes I can, state-sponsored terrorism, abduction, kidnapping, slavery.  So as you can see, a mixed bag of really serious crimes that I believe trace back to your agency, if not your government and media organisations.  Should you be held accountable?

Do you have any idea how hard it is living my life?  It is hard.  I wear ear-muffs everywhere I go most of the time with ear plugs in my ears.  I have to stay in my house most of the time confined to the internet because of the war you wage from up there in the sky.  I believe you are breaking your own rules by doing so.  Peace and security by the C.I.A.?  Give me a fucking break.  I have rights but in your eyes you see me on the same level as a murderous terrorist and I believe the idea is that you will do anything you can to make me appear that way so what a stupid thing to do, really, what a thing to do that surpringsly everyone buys.

Seriously, if there were suspected terrorists in Canada and the United States getting paid millions of dollars from the government for being tortured to do with this never ending war on terrorism then I believe I could be in line for the same, I really do think so.  However I have no evidence, I was never detained, and that alone would be evidence enough because it actually happened to me.

Sometimes I really want to see your government severely pay for what they have done here, in my life, and continue to do.  As well as the Israelis.  That would mean innocent Americans dying and yes I understand that they are innocent but are sheep that follow your farce of a government that has far beyond lost its way.  The fight should be taken to government targets.

Your government is a joke.

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The C.I.A. website wouldn't allow me to send that to them, I HAVE BEEN FORESAKEN BY THE ALMIGHTY C.I.A. GOD!  HAHAHA!

Murdoch in trouble

http://msn.nzherald.co.nz/world/news/article.cfm?c_id=2&objectid=10749936&ref=rss

Oh, wow.  It appears the powers-that-be are doing it again.  By powers-that-be, I mean as in like the people who control everything, like Freemasons, or who can also be called the elite.

Well, I don't know what this means for me.  I guess if poor James Murdoch is going to be the focus, someone who was a child from a previous marriage (I mean, just look at him!), then I might be in trouble.  Sigh.  Man, its tough being me.  Sigh.  But at the same time FOX and other media organisations could owe me hundreds if not millions of dollars in compensation for what they do and what they have done that is twice as worse as what this story revolves around.  They can afford it.  They have no right doing what they do and I know, they think I have no rights but I actually do.  These are people who like to blame people like me, by the hand of their god, for these so-called natural disasters, the right.  They think god is angry with me and people like me for living how we do.  What a joke.  However, the scary thing about that is that there is no god (and they know it) and even though the United States could be heading in the direction of becoming a full blown theocracy, or a nation that uses gods word as the law of the land, the alternative that springs to mind is idols.  Have I got that right?  Like living, breathing people who are elevated above the populace as idols or leaders.  What am I saying?  We're already there although it isn't quite official yet.  Believe me, the United States and Israel are on that bandwagon.  They're a threat.  I will also add that the kind of world I talk about will be based on the word of god also.  It has to be, for them to carry over their credibility.  But, will cement the establishment of an American dictatorship.  So!  If you aren't in the know and don't have the power, you're in trouble.  I think everything above I talk of is only one step up the ladder to the top of becoming the way it is.

I find it funny that in the world of the representation, James is the one in trouble for something that is happening to me which is very real.  It isn't some representation, some pipe-dream fantasy, something we can believe in.  Its real and it hurts.  Its because they think I should have no rights.  They want to put me to work, but for what?  You can't expect someone to live like that.  Anyway, I'll show them eventually.  By "them", I mean the same people like James and Rupert Murdoch, anyone to do with FOX or CNN and even the BBC.  Can't do this, its against the law, its a violation of human rights.

Anyway, I have a bone to pick with someone.  I have a bone to pick with the high and mighty international gangster and or secret agent man (he can be anyone, you know) with the contact book the size of a Chinese phone book and the persuasion of the dollars in his bank account.  Yes, he thinks money talks.  But if I had the power, he'd be in serious trouble.  Ah, to dream of it.  I could use every tool at my disposal to make his life a living hell just like he does mine.  He thinks he is god.  But, he really just a feeble old man that thinks crime pays.  Pathetic.  So, watch out, dude, I have you in my sights as well.

Then one day, when I'm paid about ten million dollars at everyones disgust by the government after a high profile court case in the media, I can truly do whatever I want. 

Keep egging this on, media and government, just more money you gonna have to pay out to me.

Paul holmes

Another Saturday, another column.  He has put out a new book about the Mount Erebus disaster of the late eighties and in a nutshell, an Air New Zealand plane crashed killing all on board down Antartica way.  Air New Zealand used to fly their planes down there for an aerial tour of the mountains and snow from Christchurch I think.

He types up those columns about this and that but do you think he holds any credibility?  Because if you take the 'Abstain for the Game' campaign column calling the entire project stupid, how can he say that?  How can he say that when I suspect he had something to do with that all along?  Me and Mr. Holmes go way back.  I hope these entries with his name typed in them make it on to the highest ranking pages of Google.  I'd enjoy that kind of attention.  Right now, they could be way way back in the back of search results with the keywords 'Paul Holmes'.  As in, like in the hundreds.  I haven't checked.  If only there was an easy way to find out?  Google has changed in recent times because I used to use a search engine by the name of Lycos that had the ability to display webpages in a pop-up window before even clicking on them to log on.  Google has upgraded to do the same as them, coincidently.  Ha.

It is staggering how much pull Paul Holmes has in this world, period.  Crime, media, government... you name it, he has the power.  Who I suspect is a high ranking Freemason, thus, loyal the cause of Jews around the world.  He can make or break anyone, he has the power of god.  You would always want to be on his good side, with that said, of course.  However I'm not.  He has a daughter.  In fact, an adopted daughter that the media didn't hold back with jokes to do with involvement in 'P' or meth, when she had been doing it and got caught.  They said,"I wonder how long it will be before Millie Holmes shaves her head?"... refering to Britney Spears doing the same about this time five years ago after her breakdown.  Do I have sympathy?  Why should I?  Paul Holmes has it in for me and just wants to kill with kindness.  No, not only that, also hate.  What is a form of torture although I don't know what exactly it is called such as lack of sleep, sleep deprivation.  In one position for so long, forced rendition.  Actually, I think what is happening to me is another form of stoning with religious motivation, only electric shocks plus also hi-tech slavery to add to it.  I doubt they'll ever be put behind bars for this and there is no evidence plus the people who do this along with their associates will deny it all the way.

Paul Holmes was foolish enough to cross the line between fantasy and reality and go where he did where it was uncalled for and he was not welcome after.  I am still unsure as to whether it is really him or he is being used by someone he knows, likely a criminal figure, to represent him out here in the civil war against little man being erased, me.

If I am such a problem, what am I still doing here?  I should sue for at least $320,000 dollars in reparation and no your distractions and cover-ups I hope, will not work.  This treatment I experience should cease immediately, it is well over-due.  I am being set up here, to fail.  I need like a new name, a new face, a new place to live.  The New Zealand government does this for people like me but had to take a long, drawn out detour away from what should have happened at the unnecessary expense of so much money, so many lives, with the help of those who know the Prime Minister of New Zealand personally that have the power to do such things.  I don't believe these people that I have wronged are genuinely that angry, they're putting it on.  They are also jealous.

This should end immediately and never come back again.  I'd be better for it.

The bee gees

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRNTQvXSsfA

Okay so go there through that link and get an idea in a song of what this is about.

Can't sleep

I like times like these when I can't sleep and I log on to Blogger to let you all know.  I think my food or drink was spiked again but I did drink a small bottle of Mountain Dew today and that can affect me.

However its better, because at this time of day, almost nine at night, there is no chance of me being uptight and on the edge of rage compared to say eleven in the morning when I usually am.  I mean, I'm suppost to believe that it is god or some spirit inside of me, maybe Satan.  But I know that it is to do with technology so because of that, it is why I would like to see my conviction overturned as I could say I was provoked to do I think it is safe to say, everything I did wrong.  It wasn't me, it was a technologically generated artificial feeling that I shouldn't have felt that made me do those things.  Is it happening to other people too?  Is that why marijuana is popular amongst people who suffer from mental illness like myself?  Is my mental illness, psychosis, more than it should be for me?  The continuous music playing in my head that is like an interrogation every waking moment.  I'm telling you, man, I'm dangerous... I am so dangerous.  My brain is terror.  Then, how many times over the last year have I told you all that?

I have thought about linking this blog through to my friends on http://www.xbox360achievements.org.  I have already made many and know the regulars.  It has only been about over a month.  Should I be afraid that they will find this blog too up the wall?  Do they already know?  Maybe I will link through but from their site, in one of their threads dedicated to Facebook, Bebo etc.... 

To mark the year, shall I change the design of this blog?  Perhaps I'll see what I can do.

You know, there is this American woman that I know that lives in this unit not too far from where I am.  Most of the time I walk past her place through a park, she is there waiting for me.  A bit disturbing really because she knows who I am but I don't know her.  I seriously think I might know her from a past life, as in... a life I am yet to live but in the past after time travel.  Wow, awkward. 

I was probably like, back then, in the nineties,"Oh yeah, I'm a virgin, I'm such a winner."... saying all this stuff about me that I'm not, meeting people that would go on to haunt me after all the C.I.A. endorsed lies I told, the double life, but my yet to go back self.  Maybe I even meet the love of my life back then and develop a heart to heart special relationship with her (or him, probably Asian) but all the while, unless my memory was erased, knowing that it is all a lie.  Seriously, this is what I really think!  If I told my doctor and nurse this, they'd think I'd have completely lost it.  I have already told them, though, about the invisible people who visit me, and usually hurt me, in my own home, in my sleep.  Maybe that's why I have had to endure so much of this hate campaign for so long, for almost ten years now, because it is to fulfill or compensate for the life I am about to live in the past from about 1991 to 2001, I guess.  Hmmm...

I was thinking before, I need to compensate again.  Since March 19th 2008 is the day I started masturbating again after I believe I was receiving a voice being high on V (an energy drink) telling me that it was okay to do so.  So it has been four years, do I need to abstain again?  I am months over due.  Doesn't it matter anymore?

Hacked, for a third time

BLOG WAS ACCESSED BY AN INTRUDER SOMETIME OVER THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS.  I'M NOT AFRAID OF YOU!

Letter to the editor

In this following letter I typed and e-mailed to the chief editor of the Bay of Plenty Times yesterday I accuse him (as he is the head representative of it) and his paper of unlawfully invading privacy, being associated with "shadowy" religions and conspiring with "higher and mightier" American (God, I just love when I can show my anti-Americanism in that way) media organisations (probably FOX), then gave three examples of how they, on the local level, have been harassing me in person.  This has been brought on by a report they did about whore houses in the area "booming" and so, of course, I make the association.  I threatened them as well because its about time I stand up for myself and not take this shit laying down.

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To the Editor,

Lets call myself Michael. My name is Michael and I am a [] resident, [] to be more exact. I don't care to read the hard copy of the Bay of Plenty Times anymore because I dreaded the news I was confronted with when it used to hit my dining room table every afternoon however my parents I believe are still subscribed to what I consider an unnecessary bearer of what is most of the time, bad news both locally and internationally.

I happen to live next door to one of your employees. I don't know her name but in the past I accused her and the Bay of Plenty Times of poking their nose where it wasn't wanted and left it at that. But, I did use other words to describe how your paper (parent company APN Media I believe?) has been interfering in my personal business that one time. I also asked her whether I could use her phone as I didn't own a phone at that time and she kindly helped me.

Today, though, in this e-mail, I am going to accuse either her, you, or your paper in general of doing the same again.

I have no evidence (that I know of) to prove to anyone that my privacy is being invaded by either her, from next door, relaying any information to your office, to perhaps you, the editor, but I have had enough already of what I know myself is this unlawful breach of my privacy by your unruly media company. In case you have forgotten already, I called myself Michael in this e-mail and that will stand. But I think you already know what my real name is, my personality, what I have done, because of your shadowy religion, Freemasonry, and your higher and mightier American media connections that not only invade privacy, but go so far to play god with peoples lives.

I would usually shrug any sign to me that told me that I needed to act like I am doing now, off. This time is an exception and I have decided to express my opposition to your advocacy of the hell on earth torture that I go through each day with your distant blessing. As I have said, I don't have any evidence to prove to anyone, such as anyone in a court of law, that laws are being broken to do with my private life but when I do get that evidence and you already know this, mark my words, I will take you and your media organisation to the cleaner and I can say that with absolute conviction.

Why earlier this year was an obvious fake and unnecessary story run about a sex offender attempting to prey on children on the other side of town, in [], other than to make some kind of point about me? Why did one of your columnists, Richard Moore, threaten to shoot me when I used to visit his business on [] [] about two or three years ago?  I make sure to steer clear of him and his business since then because of what he said and anyway, I really don't think I ever liked the guy and wanted no association with him. He also called me a fuckwit. Why did someone, from either the Bay of Plenty Times or APN Media, hunt me down in the [] [] [] to talk to me in the foodcourt about this and that?  This is what I am talking about, partly. Who do you people think you are?

I have given you three examples but you know more than you will let on in your reply, I'm sure, if you do decide to reply. You know but you will pretend that you don't.

Regards,

Michael
(My name is [] by the way)

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I've thought of sending e-mails off to the New Zealand Police as well to find out ANYTHING, about what can be done, to make life better for me.  As you know, I did send a typed letter off to the NSA/CSS FOIA Appeal Authority about two weeks ago now and am awaiting their response. 

Its all I can really do without taking the law into my own hands and causing a spat and at times, I do really want to and have to try hard to hold myself back from doing so but hey, if they just FUCKED OFF, there wouldn't be a problem.

And I have two other things to feel good about today, home holiday swapping (a ticket out of this stink town before or after a permanent move) and working from home online.

Early morning

I just thought I'd check in.  I've been having chest pains over the last few days and they grew more intense until a time after I woke up early this morning.   Am I worried? No.  Because I know that those pains shouldn't really be happening to me.  Really, wouldn't we all be better off without god? Christians, what a people full of trickery and deceit.

I mean, how do I put what has happened into a way that I can understand it?  A way that I can understand and makes sense.

Okay.  Well if you, the reader, think I am an angel then you need your head read.  Saints and angels is part of Catholicism.  Because of the abuse I have had to suffer every day for the last eight years I must be a changed man for it, aren't I?  The people here that are part of this community I live in don't care but with that said I'm not saying I want them to.  They all have the inside scoop thanks to their church groups and associated government big brother informants.  So fuck em'.  They should piss off.  See?  Thats who I am now, a person consumed with hate.  However, that hate has been passed on to me by people who still can't let go.

I can't be this, I can't do this, I want my life back.  Do I really think that I can go out there now and try and find work then be successful?  Yeah right.  I'm ruined, I could be morally bankrupt.  But because I had to be somebody, because I had to be a good man, I had to be a god.  What a fuckin' joke.  I'm sitting here laughing out loud at my words because well, I don't really know why.  I know now, its because its absurd, its stupid.  All you need to do is look at me and see that I am no god.  Do you think I am?

Well, this is how its going to go down.  I can only beg for mercy for the campaign of shock and awe to stop but I'm going to live how I want and I think I can get some fufilment from that.  I mean, I already am.  But without one thing, sex.  On July 9th and also earlier this month (I don't remember the date anymore) it was one small step for man and one giant leap for mankind.  Haha!  I saw two Asian prostitutes and in years gone by I had ruled that out completely from ever happening.  You know, just seeing a whore, a hoe, a hooker... call them what you will.  They weren't crack whores, they seemed to be clean.  But I thought, fuck it, I've done enough of protecting this world from myself and now I'm going to take the leap.  And, I did, with almost complete confidence I will add.  I plan on doing so a third time but I'm a little afraid because I think they don't like me anymore and might want to hurt me.  I might go in and there might be a big dude (ever heard of a big Asian?) waiting for me to deal some damage (presumably to my big thought read and controlled terrorising head).  I'm so dangerous dude, I can terrorise with my mind.

I'm tired of having to be someone I don't want to be but the conspiracy to murder continues... or conspiracy to change... or something.  I'm just fed up and come to think of it, I almost sexed up another Asian prostitute in 2002 when I was only sixteen.  But THAT was a setup to get me off the street and back to my parents house where I could re-connect.  Back then, I can say I never gave a fuck AT ALL because I was unaware of what I was involved in at that time.  As time went on though since the SHOCK AND AWE began because I'M AN EVIL-DOER, it just continued to unravel and still does with no end in sight. 

Hahaha!  Hilarious.

Wow...

So I've just come in from yelling obscenities at my chummy mob neighbours and I await the retaliation, they always do.  Really, who do they think they are?  They think this country is theirs, they think this world is theirs and they will do whatever it takes to make it so.  The original and true mobsters and even those today of a city called New York City, just think life is a game.  That thinking will unfortunately for them never change. 

They need to be put in their place along with the rich and powerful Jews of this world, the President of the United States, the C.I.A., the N.S.A.... hell, the whole United States government and their criminal associates who think they can meddle in the affairs of people like myself just willy nilly.  Susan Milne (not your real name, I'm sure), Paul Holmes, Rupert Murdoch... all three of them part of a media wing of a criminal empire that have to be dealt to seriously.  Rupert Murdoch needs to be thrown in jail, forget the key.  Paul Holmes the same.  But also who I am about to accuse as a female paedophile, Susan Milne.  You should all just fuck off, make my life easier and let me do what I should be doing instead of encouraging me to get caught up in all of this bullshit.  Because that's what it is, bullshit.  Complete and utter shit.  Fuck you all.

No, I'm not mad about what you think I should probably be mad about, I'm not.  There are some of you reading who will already know what that is I have been thinking of because you are all just so fuckin' high and mighty with your godly power.  Jesus, just fuck off and leave me alone, I'm not bothering anyone. 

I counted seven times yesterday in about a time span of about over half an hour that significant things happened during that time when I was out of my house...

I HOPE YOU ALL DIE FUCKIN' HORRIBLE SLOW DEATHS AND I HOPE WHEN I'M GONE, THAT WILL HAPPEN AS PAYBACK FOR WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH BY THE HAND OF THESE RICH AND POWERFUL ASSHOLES!  NO, NOT JUST ANYBODY.  THEM.  MEDIA PEOPLE LIKE SUSAN MILNE, PEOPLE LIKE PAUL HOLMES, PEOPLE LIKE RUPERT MURDOCH.  ALL.  FUCKIN'.  PAY.  WITH THEIR LIVES.  THEY SHOULD OWE ME MILLIONS... MILLIONS OF DOLLARS THAT COULD BE OWED TO ME AFTER A GUILTY RULING IN A COURT OF LAW FOR THE CRIMES THEY HAVE COMMITTED AND PLUS, NEED TO BE PUNISHED FOR ILLEGAL INVASION OF PRIVACY, TORTURE AND CONSPIRACY TO MURDER BY EITHER THEM OR THEIR CRIMINAL ASSOCIATES.

I am going to make sure that this between me and you Mr. Holmes, yes YOU, Mr. Holmes, is far from over.  You should have not got involved here, sir.  You have the police in your pocket and the media attention you constantly egg on with the power of your cheque book amounts to propaganda of my life.  You are a mad man and the hate you genuinely, it is infectious.  Just go away.

Paul holmes

Does anyone else think that Paul Holmes looks alot like a certain BBC comedian from way back, like the sixties or seventies?  I have him in my mind but I can't remember the name of the show he was on or the name of the dude.  But trust me, the likeness is incredible and even moreso when he was younger.

I wonder what would happen if I put out a restraining order against Paul Holmes?  It can be done, can't it?  Or because of his status can it not?  I would love to see the look on his face when he gets a visit from the police or likely a letter in the mail from the police informing him of what I have done.  That man is fuckin' evil and he has it in for me, I tell you.  He is a media personality or suppost to be but has probably relied on his job to go out of bounds where he doesn't belong and should stay the fuck out.

He knows more than he will let you in on, I know.  If I'm going down (as in death) I want to take him and some others with me and rightfully so.  Who does he think he is?  HE IS A PARASITE THAT NEEDS TO GO!

You're gonna fuckin' pay Paul for what you have done. 

Ken ring

https://twitter.com/#!/kenringweather

Since the earthquake on September 4th last year this dude by the name of Ken Ring got some publicity with his ability of being able to pretty much see the future in the ways of weather but also earthquakes based on calculations to do with the moon.  When I first heard his name, Ken Ring, and what he did, I seriously thought he was a clean shaven British magician but I found out this morning for the first time he is nowhere near of the sort.  In fact, he has a bit to do with the fishing scene in New Zealand.

So... wrong time to rebuild he reckons.  Lightning but in this case earthquakes has already struck twice, but a third time? 

What about the Maori leader earlier this year in Wellington who was dismissed as crazy by talkback radio when he said that he could "envision" Wellington being struck by a serious earthquake and "dead bodies laying the streets"?  Oh, and he said that before the February 22nd earthquake that actually did kill about two hundred people, most of whom were in one building.  He almost got it right!  Just the wrong location!  Do you think he gazed into his crystal ball for that one?  Seriously, do you really think so?  Because I think he did and he was helped by Jews.

Ken Ring, however, we're led to believe that he doesn't know such informants and does all the calculations himself.  It isn't that simple.

Exaggerating

One thing I would like to make clear about the endings of my recent entries is that my swearing and yelling were all exaggerations.  I wasn't really that pissed at the times of writing them.  I thought it was funny actually.

But damn, it sure was hot today.  The temperature skyrocketed to seventeen degrees celcius!  But you should know already how that happened. 

NSA/CSS FOIA appeal authority

My appeal was sent via international airmail last Saturday.  We now play the waiting game and wait to get a reply, in writing, back from those fat Americans who sit behind computer monitors and wage their wars thousands of miles away in air conditioned comfort inside the N.S.A. headquarters at Fort Meade (spelling?).  Kind of like a dark room full of young men playing Counterstrike.  I've been there.

God: the murderous tyrant

Gaddafi is in trouble and providing he is in Tripoli still, even more so.  I'd like to bring another tyrant to everyones attention however, god.  God, the murderous tyrant.  A spiritual force who we believe always championed the Israelites by wiping out other races for their cause.  And, a force that is suppost to be still on earth and causing more death and destruction.  So Gaddafi's days are numbered according to the Washington Post, but the tyranny of the god of government of the United States and Israel remains with me being used as the scapegoat.  Meanwhile though, LET DEMOCRACY AND FREEDOM REIGN IN LYBIA!  THEY ARE O' SO CLOSE!  HAHAHAR!  THE GODLY CRUSADE SHALL CONTINUE TO SYRIA?!

Another reason

I have asked myself at times as to whether I should have just shut up and not said anything and in which case, this blog would not be here.  Am I trying to get local people on my side with this?  No, not really.  But I have already told you, the reader, why I do this.  I've got nothing to hide, nothing at all.  My thoughts are being read, my life is one big joke thanks to the tyranny of the Divided States of America.  I'm under constant mind and body control from those FUCKIN' BITCHES!  I am suffering here and what I need is for it to stop YOU FUCKIN' BITCHES!  JUST GET A KNIFE OR FORK AND PUT IT IN AN ELECTRICAL PORT WITH IT ON AND FUCKIN' ELECTRICUTE YOURSELVES YOU FUCKIN' TYRANTS!  FUCK YOU ALL!

And on that note, please all die slow fuckin' horrible deaths.  Until next time, goodbye.  HAHA!