Well, maybe I was thinking too positively in my last post and gave you, the reader, the wrong impression.
When I started this blog, how I am feeling right now or just a couple of days ago was how I was feeling back then, in August of 2010. The pain can get unbearable and as I have brought up before, I don't know whether what I experience day to day is doing me any long term damage or rather doing any damage to my real health.
I am tired too, I hate this life. I wake up every morning and I don't feel down or think, I hate this life, I don't think particularly anything. I just wake up and carry on.
I have something to be happy about, tomorrow I will still try to sell my car and also, I get paid sooner or later. Money can buy happiness? Crime does pay?
