Do you sometimes use the phrase,"it's a small world?". The idealist new world order has certainly made that so with the Internet. Can you try and imagine a 2010 reality without the Internet? I can't. Another form is that international phone calls are so cheap to make nowadays.
As you know, I can become psychotic and the other day I contacted my half-sister. She is a new world order minion. She is a tool to bring about their plans of world domination. So, how about me? Do I want to prove to the world something? Well, no. I am not like Stewy of Family Guy.
I was and currently am confronted with a decision to dis-honour everything I have poured my heart and soul into for you all and join their stupid cause. In the back of my mind I know that this blog shouldn't even be online. For if I am a slave, then would the powers that be want to silence me? The point could be to make me look like a hypocrite all along. To rob me of any credibility. I will probably prove them wrong but being alone isn't easy. Who knows what doors could have been opened for me? Life wouldn't be so difficult if my mode was toggled away from constant pain. I can't believe the nerve of my cowardly master. Who does he think he is?
Please know that I am being held captive by government and I long to be happy and free. I could be still alone, but wouldn't have to be weighed down by this unnecessary burden by the outlaws of the new world order.