Wow. In about six days this blog will be a year old. As I have said, about this time last year and especially earlier this year I was feeling alot of anguish and this blog has helped me to channel that. Secondly, I hope this blog is going to serve as a voice from beyond the grave for when I do go (I'm expecting that to be early next year or the year after) into some afterlife or no afterlife at all and I will be just a body in a coffin, in the ground. Then, perhaps there is an afterlife for me? Has technology achieved that? If I do have a computer or something electronic in my brain could that keep my brain alive after I am suppost to be dead and make me experience a technologically generated afterlife that should probably be, hell? Like an afterlife dream or should I say, nightmare?
I want to bring two things to the attention to you, the reader, in this entry. People think I'm crazy, people say I'm wrong, people think I'm boring... but there is evidence that things I have said on this blog are true. Now, how can that be? Is it righteousness? Do the people who conspire against me day in day out (who are either Freemason, Jewish, C.I.A., N.S.A., the President of the United States, mob connected, or all six) are the same people who believe that I have to be right because that is what righteousness is? Is that who they believe I am? Will those people do everything in their power to make that so? Well, I will say right here and now that I don't like to think of myself as above anybody although I can find the humour in some people. I don't like to think of myself as more powerful, or important, than someone who is just like me. Like, my neighbour... or, anybody really who is in my imagination. I can tell you that right now there is the new world order of leaders that I want to exclude me, that will be the above the law group that will truly be the kings of this world. They will have everything they want, they will have the keys to Gods kingdom. However, they will really be the Gods, each one of them. They will be the ones who rule this world. Some imaginary spirit or holy ghost won't have any bearing for them despite them saying today it does. They will be the ones who win and they will be the ones who choose. Its almost as if Christianity is being used as a cover. Look, this is what I'm talking about, HAARP (High Frequency Active Auroral Research Program).

What this tool does isn't completely clear, but it has been said it is responsible for disasters around the world including earthquakes to crashed aircraft. Even if HAARP isn't responsible, I strongly suspect something else is and it is American. So this new world order I speak of can jump up and down with their crucifix in one hand and their holy bible in the other but know that things that happen in this world is because of human intervention, because of technology, and not because of this God they're suppost to have some faith in. What a pack of fucking crooks.
What has God ever done for me? Nothing, that's what. How? Because there is no God. There isn't suppost to be a God and we don't need one but thanks to advances in technology there is. That's what Freemasonry is and that's how they're a threat.
I get shit on all day every day by people, everywhere I go. I get spit on by everybody, they don't give a fuck. They don't give a fuck about me or this world we live in, actually. The United States is seen as an evil superpower, not good, and they will do everything in their power to convince the God fearing sheep that it isn't them, but me. Yes, me. I'm probably going to end up like that Michael Jackson in the end. I've asked for the help I need but they haven't given it to me, they actually don't think I'm extreme enough to be taking the medication. So if that's the way things will be then I guess I will be ending up like Michael Jackson afterall because that's what they want. They're pissed. They now want to see me pay for what has happened, the earthquakes in Christchurch and Canterbury, because they think I'm responsible. I'm just going along for the ride. I don't want to be this, I just want my life back. WHEN WILL I GET MY LIFE BACK?!
So fuck everyone. They never gave a fuck so fuck them all. I'm just going to do now what I should have been doing over the last eight years instead of believing this bullshit or hoping things will change for me thanks to the F.B.I. or some mole within the United States government that could help bring it. Obama isn't going to bring any change, hes going to replace his oppositions game in Washington with his own. Hes a Mason.
Interesting...
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