Birthday

Well, its my nephews birthday tomorrow.  He must be turning eleven.  Wow, its already been eleven years.  He probably isn't into Bob the Builder anymore but this Ben 10 cartoon character.  In fact, Ben 10 is I think Japanese anime.  So happy birthday and one day you might know me more than just someone who is only raised on occasion like when your mother and your father are talking in bed.

Tomorrow is also the same day I attempted suicide about two years ago and then left home to live out of my car for about four or five months because I had enough of how it was there. 

I dropped twenty kilograms in that time.

Wow, it is so much more easier to type these entries up than it was before. 

You would know this by now but I'm an enemy of the state and they will do whatever it takes to kill me.  It must be during the day, because of a satellite in the sky, that makes me feel how I feel.  I hate it.  Well, screw them.  They aren't going to get any more cooperation from me.  A government in this world has the power to kill people from space such as by heart attacks and so on. 

I think they're American.

Obama gets behind israel, ahmadinejad harps on once again at the u.n.

And I'm about to do pretty much the same.

It sickens me that I hear or read about so-called "friends" of Israel.  The United States being their best friend, but Israel is surrounded by countries that want to obliterate it.  The government of the United States can't serve two peoples and this is what is continuing to happen in 2011.  Obama is what has been called a spineless, cowardly and wimpy president for what he has just done.  Israel will always win even if a part-Muslim president is in power or not.  Israel are the terrorists along with the United States, the tyrannical superpower of the United States.  Their god is a terrorist, their government of god.  Israel makes me sick and you would be surprised how many Americans there are that also call for them to be wiped off the map.

President Ahmadinejad spoke at the United Nations again and had most of the assembly leave, again.  Ahmadinejad could be one of them anyway.  Ahmadinejad is part of the Jewish and Mason world order despite how many times he says he is against Jews.  They're all fuckin' hypocrites and will do whatever it takes to win a war that doesn't need to be fought and is being waged by Jews and Masons.  What two groups of deceitful evil people of lies and trickery that need to be shot to prevent any more carnage on this planet called Earth.  Rupert Keith Murdoch is one of them, YOU FUCKIN' OLD JEWISH FAGGOT!

Forgive me, its not easy being a mind controlled slave of the Jewish and Mason world order tyranny.  I might burn down a house tonight, a home where a Freemason lives.

Nothing to write about...

I want to clean up who I follow as I don't read all the blogs that I do.  There is another Asian woman (besides the other from Malaysia who is following me and one now needs permission to view her blog) studying law in New York City who appears to be interesting.  Other than her, theres that American commercial airline pilot.  All the others, not so much.

Also, I'm still here.  I'm still living in this city despite believing or hoping that I would have moved out by now, by about March this year.  Maybe next March of 2012, huh? 

Life may never be the same.

Nothing to write about...

Well, there is something.  Paul Holmes new book was number one in the country this week.  I will say that in truth he has absolutely no sympathy for the tragedy that happened and just wants to make money from it.  He has done that.  But me and you Mr. Holmes, still have a bone to pick, bastard.  I know you read this blog you cunning old man.  Just who the hell do you think you are?  Am I suppost to believe you have saved my life, Mr. Holmes?  You have done nothing like that.  Actually, you're killing me slowly with your Freemason advocated torture you son of a bitch.  I was glad when your mother died, faggot.  You are going to fucking pay for what you have done here, bitch.  I will make you my bitch one day and then you will know what its like to be me every single fuckin' day you old man.  Screw you.  YOU ARE THE TERRORIST. 

I don't give a fuck whether I have your support or not anymore you pedophile lovin' motherfucker.  Suck my cock.

Terrorism

Well the tenth anniversary should be over by now.  People have remembered, people have grieved... I don't get how last years remembrance was called "unlike no other" as I would think the media would call this one that being the tenth.  Oh, and no attacks happened despite Al-Qaeda terrorists in New York City or Washington D.C. apparently ordered to cause "as much destruction as possible".  Maybe the United States government will ally with Al-Qaeda in the future?

On this blog, it should be no secret by now that I too am a victim of terrorism.  In the late eighties, and also continuing on today.  Either by the I.R.A. or the United States government, or both.  I do very much doubt that Al-Qaeda, formed in, according to their Wikipedia page, the late eighties were responsible.  There would have been no way for them to have known to strike, they didn't know me.  Anyway, those Muslim extremists frown upon alcoholism, adultery... that's what Sharia law is about.  Sharia law is very conservative, about as conservative as conservative gets.  It is extreme right.  Europe is under a stealth take over by Muslims and Sharia law is recognised in parts, including in Britain.

All signs point to however, former George Bush Snr. being responsible.  Being in Texas, in Houston, the N.A.S.A. association, diverted from California, a "head spook" of the Central Intelligence Agency, also around the time of the formation of the Omega Agency, a staunch anti-homosexual... can I go on?  Then when his son gets power after the biggest election scandal in United States history, he has it in for me too, OBVIOUSLY.  Heh.  These people are part of the Illuminati, this world is their oyster.  Bush Snr. must be about as old as my father, old age will get him sooner or later.

Then I believe I was abducted and probed on an operating table and its why, either because of what they did then or the impact of the plane accident on my head, I can only do very basic mathematics.  I might have brain damage.  Don't be fooled by these people.  These people will torture and kill ANYONE who gets in their way or is a threat, or does something they don't like.  Well, I'm not going to go on.

Yet, here I am over twenty years later, alive, but they're still on my ass. 

9/11

Being where I am, we're a day in front of the United States but remembrance... meetings have already taken place where the attacks happened.  I think for now though, the site where that hi-jacked flight over Pennsylvania went down after the flights passengers tried to re-gain control is where people, including Bush and Clinton, have been grieving.  A conspiracy theory says that that aircraft was shot down and was en-route to the White House.  The other flights however, they reached their destined targets.

No security camera footage of the aircraft hitting the Pentagon has ever been released.  Only a few frames, actually.  If they released a lengthy movie, it could almost blow the theory out of the water that the fortification was hit by a missile.  But that has yet to happen, ten years on.

I really think the attacks, the aftermath, and the two foreign wars and or occupations in Afghanistan and Iraq that have suppost to have happened as the reasons because of it, could have been all avoided.  New Zealand, until early last year, was the only country to have no casualties in the war in Afghanistan.  We stayed out of Iraq.  That was bound to change at any time, and, of course, it did.  I now ask why should we help fight the battles of the United States?  They failed, failed, to protect the three thousand (that I actually think were many more) Americans that died on that day when "everything changed".  And everything did change, even in time.  In the past, and perhaps even the future.  Since 2008, we have a pro-American Jewish prime minister.  I think that's dangerous.  How can it be so convenient for the Americans for a tragedy like 9/11 to happen and Americans, secretly, celebrate it as a day of revolution for their godly cause?  That's what I think.  They wanted to be attacked, have used Muslim scapegoats, today being held in Illinois and Guantanamo Bay, also the figurehead by the name of Osama Bin Laden, and Al-Qaeda are still fighting for freedom.  I can't explain other attacks that have happened before and after 9/11 to make sense, to fit into my thinking, but what happened on September 11th, 2001 was the biggie.

The true evil in this world are Freemasons, Jews, Catholics and Christians.  They will do whatever it takes, including what I raised in the last paragraph, to shift the blame for something that they all had a small part in and wanted to happen.  To cover themselves up, they use a terrorist boogieman like the murdered Osama Bin Laden to help them.  Justice suppost to have being done, ha.  And its okay, because they're the good and he was the evil in their minds.  I'm telling it how it is.  Mossad, Israelis, could have flown those planes into the World Trade Centre and a missile being fired at the Pentagon.  Why?  All... in... the... name... of... god.

I guess I shouldn't care so much anyway.  But if I suspect trickery or something fishy happening such as 9/11, then I will point it out.  Oh how the mighty have fallen, and have seemed to just dig their hole even deeper over the past ten years.  The Americans didn't learn anything from history and history is repeating.  But they knew what they were getting into, former president... no, crusader... Bush, and amounts to sabotage of a country he is suppost to love.  We're in the twentieth century now, we aren't stuck in the eighteenth or nineteenth centuries anymore.  THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT ARE TERRORISTS.  There, I said it.  And its true.  They are worse than these Al-Qaeda terrorists they're suppost to be protecting Americans and actually other countries from.  Afterall, its suppost to be about terrorism, its suppost to be about good versus evil.

Just another day for me, although it will be Monday here when the anniversary will be official and likely, no attack take place as well.

What a blight on history.

C.I.A.

The following is a letter I typed up to send to the C.I.A..  You know, just bitching on and on about what they're doing here.  Its what I do best.

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To C.I.A.,

Well, what do I say?  Yes, I am the same person who would send random insults to your agency through these online e-mail forms to satisfy myself, to quell my hate, and to hopefully offend you each time although I think the messages were read but laughed off.

This is the first time I have visited your site on this connection so you might have my IP address.

You know, I've been thinking.  I've been thinking about the lies your former director George Tenent (spelling?) said on national (and then international) television about his agency being not responsible for torture.  From what I have experienced in my life,  I am sure I have experienced torture from your agency of astronomical power, as well as the campaign against me and my family stepping up to the next level by people with your blessing, at one or two times, coming into my home in the dead of night and shocking me with an electric prod with me in some kind of deep sleep not allowing me to wake up and attempt to fight off the intruders who were both (I suspect there was more than one in the room) cloaked in invisibility that you know happened.  What I detailed to you is suppost to be top secret, however unless there is one day, out of the blue, a media exposay about exactly what power your agency has (and how they use it) then the cat will be totally let out of the bag.  What do you know about that?

I am the underdog in this battle.  I am the underdog against your government, against your people, against the people of my country, against my allied government of yours that I just wish that I myself could realise, at least personally, we shouldn't be friends.  The Israelis, Israel... or Jews... another ally of the tyrannical superpower of the United States of America.  Don't deny it, your agency is here and I really want to know, why?  From what I have seen, I have seen evidence with my own two eyes that there is something at work here, in this city, in this country (New Zealand) and I believe it traces back to your government. 

Funny really, because Osama Bin Laden was right about how the United States "meddles" in the affairs of Saudi Arabia and how do I know this?  Because as I have said, you are doing the same here.  Why?

What else can I say?  What stance should I take with your agency?  I guess it will depend how things will continue to pan out however it could be too late in my mind for that so perhaps I should be ruthless and take your agency, as well as a few media organisations, by the balls and and sue for torture, murder, conspiracy to murder, unlawful invasion of privacy, defamation, intellectual property violation, human rights violations, crimes against humanity, burglarly, trespass, assault... can I go on? 

On second thought, yes I can, state-sponsored terrorism, abduction, kidnapping, slavery.  So as you can see, a mixed bag of really serious crimes that I believe trace back to your agency, if not your government and media organisations.  Should you be held accountable?

Do you have any idea how hard it is living my life?  It is hard.  I wear ear-muffs everywhere I go most of the time with ear plugs in my ears.  I have to stay in my house most of the time confined to the internet because of the war you wage from up there in the sky.  I believe you are breaking your own rules by doing so.  Peace and security by the C.I.A.?  Give me a fucking break.  I have rights but in your eyes you see me on the same level as a murderous terrorist and I believe the idea is that you will do anything you can to make me appear that way so what a stupid thing to do, really, what a thing to do that surpringsly everyone buys.

Seriously, if there were suspected terrorists in Canada and the United States getting paid millions of dollars from the government for being tortured to do with this never ending war on terrorism then I believe I could be in line for the same, I really do think so.  However I have no evidence, I was never detained, and that alone would be evidence enough because it actually happened to me.

Sometimes I really want to see your government severely pay for what they have done here, in my life, and continue to do.  As well as the Israelis.  That would mean innocent Americans dying and yes I understand that they are innocent but are sheep that follow your farce of a government that has far beyond lost its way.  The fight should be taken to government targets.

Your government is a joke.

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The C.I.A. website wouldn't allow me to send that to them, I HAVE BEEN FORESAKEN BY THE ALMIGHTY C.I.A. GOD!  HAHAHA!