United we stand

What do I believe?  I believe that 9/11 was an inside job or if not that, had forewarning and was allowed to happen because of a religious motivation.

In 2011, conspiracy discussions are still chattering about the event (thanks to the Internet) and the man responsible, who we believe, is I believe, probably dead (with the C.I.A. withholding the information) or never existed even before that traumatising day.

The flip side is this.  I think the righteous believe the day "everything changed" was justified.  Everything above is true and what they believe too.  But as for the consequence of hunting down Osama Bin Laden and Al-Qaeda, its some kind of trick.  If I am confusing myself, or you, the reader, putting it simply, if you aren't on the inside of the church circles, you are a fool.

Furthermore, there is at least something more behind September 11th, 2001 that could be inclusion of a political agenda, an organised crime agenda, a religious agenda or all three.  That is why I said that people like George Bush ecetera have "zero credibility" because they are all working for something else.  Though on the face of it, say different.

Where do I come in to all of this?  It is a low down trick in itself for those rich and powerful elitist super giants to now say what happened in my life has no relevance, because it actually does.  It is a conspiracy.  Just some big conspiracy that is attempted to be covered up to make me look like the evil.  Well sorry, it shouldn't work like that for your convenience.

Important of all, I am one of the victims.  What I suspect will happen is the new world order evolution will continue but hey, if the righteous conspiracy ends and the coincidental significance of K taken away, I think I'll get over it and be happy as Larry.

I have been taught the ways of christian tyranny and that is obvious to me by what I know.  There is still confusion and yes, I know I am fighting a losing battle.

Its now about good versus evil.

David and goliath

To make Gaddafi feel better, he could take comfort from that story of the bible.  The same book that is also full of righteous violence.

I think we've been had.  Is this the change Americans believed in?  If the 2008 campaign wasn't about change in mainly the war on terrorism, what was the word change referring to?  Wait, I get it, it was to do with the secret socialist agenda (that Bush started) and Obama has carried on.  McCain would have done the same if he had of won office, I bet.

Barack Hussein Obama, a socialist, that believes in not affirmative action but conspiracy, torture and murder of the unlucky ones who get in his way.  Between me and Barack, if that is your real name, you are my tyrant.  And god.  Oh, and Bush.  Probably even Clinton as well.  Hell, don't forget Bush Snr. and Regan.

I feel threatened now because I have been taught since age seventeen to be cautious of Obama and his socialist secret police.  If the conspiracy stopped, as in today, then I would feel normality overcome my being instantly.

But, it probably won't.

Funny, because Gaddafi must know he is toast without a helpful counteractive strategy.  This could get interesting in the end.  Funny, because if I was him, I would board a plane or what Kim Jong Ill always does, a train, when he wants to get somewhere, and in a hurry.  And, in this situation, a place of refuge.

The goodwill and democracy mission is continuing!  Obama is a Bush in sheep's clothing!

War... what is it good for?

President Barack Obama could be guilty of flip-flopping, a term given to mainly politicians that say or do one thing, but the opposite later on.

I say this because he voted against the Iraq war as a junior senator, however has taken him since 2009 to wind down the effort there.  That means he has obviously changed his mind since he was inaugurated then become president by doing what he has done, by not ending the war as soon as his vote back then had also would have suggested.

I don't know of any major betrayals in world political history, do you?  It has somewhat happened here.  The current government organised a vote to find out how many of the population were for or against smacking their children as part of, as a right wing lobby group put it,"good parental correction".  The overwhelming result was eighty percent for repealing the "anti-smacking" law and the remaining twenty against.

The government ignored the peoples decision after a reported eight million dollar taxpayer expenditure and the vote being held up and down the country.  In New Zealand, that is an example of what I am talking about.  And why I could not be voting for that party come this election this year.  It is so typical of the right to do that anyway and can tie in with other topics on this blog bringing a better understanding.

Politics is like an ongoing game.  There are winners, there are losers.  Before one has been decided, that is when the gameplay happens.  They're not trying to kill each other, though.  They all want to bring change about for their people.  There have been few that haven't.

The scene me and you are witnessing on the world stage, of the war on terrorism, is one that can be likened to events of the eighteenth century because of the enormity of change.  The conquering.

Until next time, because I think I have cocaine in my system.

An explanatory apology

Firstly, a note.  I wrote everything I had wanted to enter for this entry on paper like I usually do and put it in my back pocket.  However, somehow I have lost that piece of paper.

In my last one or two entries, I blast pot, weed, marijuana or otherwise known as cannabis as dangerous to perception of reality.  Well, I don't think I am too far off the mark.  What I will apologise for, is my shallow and offensive attack on the substance.

Besides the point.  Everything else on this blog can be considered informative, insightful, thought provoking and if nothing else, honest about what ever I decide to post up here.

The fucking over of this world

Forget about being articulate in my titles for once and this is something I have known for a long time.

Time has changed.  You only have to watch E.T., a Hollywood movie about an alien that lives with an American family, to know that evidence of the christian new world order tyranny has gone back as far as the early eighties, when E.T. was filmed.

How interesting, considering the movie industry, Hollywood, has an organised crime influence.  I think what has happened could be called a form of terrorism.  It is also the types who destroy the twin towers, attack the Pentagon but not only that, are responsible for the mass-murder that is waged from above.  They blame me on one front, but a rebel Arab on the other.

Please, because of the American conspiracy persecution, it isn't easy.  I must be in control of myself.  The damage has been done.

I might be mentally unwell but my illness could also just be some kind of artificial intelligence.  I have thought I could have a computer in my brain.

I stress, this world has changed.  Don't be fooled by past and present media representation of our, your leaders (Michael Bloomberg, Barack Obama etc...).  Their credibility is zero and soon, the possibility is that they could prove me wrong as part of their war against me.  Their power allows them to already.  I think they will do whatever it takes to win.

Personal experience

When I was young, in my early teens, I had wanted to be pretty much one thing, an international spy.  I got the term from I believe to be the best selling computer game of all time, The Sims.  But, that will remain to be the dream.  I did apply for Mossad, the Israeli intelligence service, but like all the other employers, they didn't want me.  Now?  I don't have to work but it is something I would still like to do given that.  I would be doing it for the money, but other factors would play too after time.

It is the kind of schizo idealist personality disorder bullshit that christian crusaders such as Barack Obama have a belief in.  To be frank, because it must be all the dope they smoke that changes their view about the way of this world.  When combined with a high degree of power, it is dangerous and a problem.

As for me, given my interest in pornography and sex (that cannabis must change view as well in some) I am a dickhead.  Not necessarily.  It is Christianity that works against me in my liberalism of sex.  The fact of the matter is, it was an American invention called the Internet that has done that.  Okay?  So how do I feel about that?  It is something I am struggling to accept.  Plus, if anyone doesn't like it, I might tell them to be damned.  If it is really about people, then I should have the exclusion.  I did leave high school to fall in to an obsession with adult content but even at sixteen, I actually left because of new world order oppression.

Carrying on with my brutal honesty, on the other hand I can feel awkward about it.  But, the reason why could be because of a technological godly illusion planted in my heart.

Sex... it can fall in to many beliefs.  The most fitting being atheism.  And, regardless of which, have different laws that sometimes have to be abide by.

This blog

I asked myself recently, am I going over the same topics with different wording?  Well, I probably am.  But that doesn't mean there hasn't been a chance to bring up anything new.

I think in doing this I have let off steam, especially in August and September of last year when this blog was founded.  Then after those two months, I just almost lost all motivation to carry on the way I had been.  Also, I don't know anyone.  I live by myself and I have seen and experienced so much that I believe, could be part of the different world we live in now.  The evolution is not over.  I guess I had to express myself and Blogger has allowed me to do that.

Mistakes, the very few, have been made.  My confidence in this work is shaky and the little reaction I have received, has been negative.  The important thing is, do I believe in myself?  Yes.  However, have I betrayed myself?  Yes.  My demise has been gruelling and I know there are ways out.  Despite that, I have continued and my foresight tells me I will do so again.  I am happy that I didn't almost make one or two mistakes and still, I remain glad.

It isn't as if I have made all this stuff up by pulling it out of my ass.  I have been called a simpleton, told I will "go to hell", told I have no rights, told "I'm so full of shit" I can no longer walk.  People like me are in trouble.  This world has changed.

The likely truth is, appropriately, in the beginning.  It is their loss they helped me in that way.

What now?  I have thought about starting a new blog as a porn blog.  I have been viewing pornography since age thirteen.  Then for four or five years, in 2004, I went suddenly abstinent after I had a wet dream that I met former president George W. Bush.  Later on, I began drinking energy drinks because I was feeling so tired working forty hour weeks and that was because of the christian oppression.  It wasn't long until I was back full swing.  I should have known not to drink a can all at once but I didn't know any better.

From philosophy to myself to soon possibly adult content.  I might have to buy my own personal computer to do that.  Its a possibility.  The thought crossed my mind months ago.