The fucking over of this world

Forget about being articulate in my titles for once and this is something I have known for a long time.

Time has changed.  You only have to watch E.T., a Hollywood movie about an alien that lives with an American family, to know that evidence of the christian new world order tyranny has gone back as far as the early eighties, when E.T. was filmed.

How interesting, considering the movie industry, Hollywood, has an organised crime influence.  I think what has happened could be called a form of terrorism.  It is also the types who destroy the twin towers, attack the Pentagon but not only that, are responsible for the mass-murder that is waged from above.  They blame me on one front, but a rebel Arab on the other.

Please, because of the American conspiracy persecution, it isn't easy.  I must be in control of myself.  The damage has been done.

I might be mentally unwell but my illness could also just be some kind of artificial intelligence.  I have thought I could have a computer in my brain.

I stress, this world has changed.  Don't be fooled by past and present media representation of our, your leaders (Michael Bloomberg, Barack Obama etc...).  Their credibility is zero and soon, the possibility is that they could prove me wrong as part of their war against me.  Their power allows them to already.  I think they will do whatever it takes to win.

Personal experience

When I was young, in my early teens, I had wanted to be pretty much one thing, an international spy.  I got the term from I believe to be the best selling computer game of all time, The Sims.  But, that will remain to be the dream.  I did apply for Mossad, the Israeli intelligence service, but like all the other employers, they didn't want me.  Now?  I don't have to work but it is something I would still like to do given that.  I would be doing it for the money, but other factors would play too after time.

It is the kind of schizo idealist personality disorder bullshit that christian crusaders such as Barack Obama have a belief in.  To be frank, because it must be all the dope they smoke that changes their view about the way of this world.  When combined with a high degree of power, it is dangerous and a problem.

As for me, given my interest in pornography and sex (that cannabis must change view as well in some) I am a dickhead.  Not necessarily.  It is Christianity that works against me in my liberalism of sex.  The fact of the matter is, it was an American invention called the Internet that has done that.  Okay?  So how do I feel about that?  It is something I am struggling to accept.  Plus, if anyone doesn't like it, I might tell them to be damned.  If it is really about people, then I should have the exclusion.  I did leave high school to fall in to an obsession with adult content but even at sixteen, I actually left because of new world order oppression.

Carrying on with my brutal honesty, on the other hand I can feel awkward about it.  But, the reason why could be because of a technological godly illusion planted in my heart.

Sex... it can fall in to many beliefs.  The most fitting being atheism.  And, regardless of which, have different laws that sometimes have to be abide by.

This blog

I asked myself recently, am I going over the same topics with different wording?  Well, I probably am.  But that doesn't mean there hasn't been a chance to bring up anything new.

I think in doing this I have let off steam, especially in August and September of last year when this blog was founded.  Then after those two months, I just almost lost all motivation to carry on the way I had been.  Also, I don't know anyone.  I live by myself and I have seen and experienced so much that I believe, could be part of the different world we live in now.  The evolution is not over.  I guess I had to express myself and Blogger has allowed me to do that.

Mistakes, the very few, have been made.  My confidence in this work is shaky and the little reaction I have received, has been negative.  The important thing is, do I believe in myself?  Yes.  However, have I betrayed myself?  Yes.  My demise has been gruelling and I know there are ways out.  Despite that, I have continued and my foresight tells me I will do so again.  I am happy that I didn't almost make one or two mistakes and still, I remain glad.

It isn't as if I have made all this stuff up by pulling it out of my ass.  I have been called a simpleton, told I will "go to hell", told I have no rights, told "I'm so full of shit" I can no longer walk.  People like me are in trouble.  This world has changed.

The likely truth is, appropriately, in the beginning.  It is their loss they helped me in that way.

What now?  I have thought about starting a new blog as a porn blog.  I have been viewing pornography since age thirteen.  Then for four or five years, in 2004, I went suddenly abstinent after I had a wet dream that I met former president George W. Bush.  Later on, I began drinking energy drinks because I was feeling so tired working forty hour weeks and that was because of the christian oppression.  It wasn't long until I was back full swing.  I should have known not to drink a can all at once but I didn't know any better.

From philosophy to myself to soon possibly adult content.  I might have to buy my own personal computer to do that.  Its a possibility.  The thought crossed my mind months ago.

Coming theocracy

I miss the time, that is often called the pre-911 world, when there seemed to be more sanity in the world we lived in.

For me, but also for the people in the world around me.

I don't enter here what I want to see, because the merging of church and state will be a theocracy or a nation under god.  I might not want that, but I know I'm in a minority.  The reality is, what I'm talking about is only one sure step away.  Then, when I'm offline, when I reflect on my entries, I might have to accept that I might eventually be wrong.  Still, I believe it will take politicians with the religious conviction and a majority of support and votes to get them in power to bring about such a government on their christian platform.

I imagine it would be a dictatorship as the word of god would be the law.  God would be the dictator.  The christian new world order kings would become a panel that makes decisions either themselves or on the promised land believers behalf.  When I think about it, it could go either way.  Though, my eyes are open to what I see here and now.  Do you see what I see with my own two eyes?

I know I am fighting a losing battle.  The way I see it, I consider myself a victim of a government conspiracy.  It is how this began, in the late eighties, then as time went on, that is how it continued.

Alternative discussions about Freemason and Zionist agendas ecetera could hold water.  That's how I describe credibility.  What I have described is an official nation under god.  Currently, it is that, but wanting to break out of its skin.

Autumn

In the United States, at least, autumn is called fall.  I am aware too that I somehow mis-spelt "dis-honor" when I should have spelt it, dis-honour, in New Zealand English.  Not American English.

I found a blog somewhat randomised for me about Malaysia.  I had little idea that Malaysia has some kind of dictatorship problem as the blog came to my attention with the revolts in Egypt and Lybia as inspiration.

What got me though was the author of his blog entitled Hiro blog used pornography to explain the problem with their government.  I submitted a comment telling him I was offended with this "Orwellian doublespeak".  I also accused him of not really being Malaysian, thus, an imposter.

He removed my attack of words within twenty four hours.

I have decided to not go back to see how else this (who I suspect is an American) was going to spin his countries problems onto me.  Yes, me.  I mean, as some kind of example.

Then, there you have it.  Its like capitalism or probably, almost anything else.  It isn't as if, using capitalism as my own example, that it was due to some kind of idealist working class hero like John Lennon put it.  The truth is, others are really responsible in history.  It can be also like September 11th, 2001.  The United States government chooses to use a scapegoat named Osama Bin Laden to perpetrate an attack that could have been done from the inside, along with the unforgettable crimes that moreso grew from that pivotal day.  However, like I have said, to take away significance from the day that everything changed, I know the mass-murder continued long before.

The United States of American has their finger on the pulse of this world as a superpower.  I already know, it is how they do things.

The righteous

It defies reason, righteousness.  There is just no question, for all followers of god consider themselves right.  If one was to convert, like me, for instance, then I would have to deem myself one of them as the righteous.

Excuse me, it is not easy being a broken beaten slave of the new religion campaign.  I must be in control.

It is written that God created the universe and the universe has everything inside of it.  That is why the arrogant righteousness of Christians is so, because they believe that their god created everything.

We need to be aware of rich and powerful men and women who play god with our lives and with the world we live in.  Barack Obama, George Bush Jnr., Bill Clinton, George Bush Snr., Rupert Murdoch... just a few of the well known elite at the maximum end of the elitist scale.  They are all part of the new religion agenda.  They all have one thing in common - they're American.

Oh well, they all consider themselves the righteous and have the inside scoop about this world.  It sickens me that with their supposedly firm belief in their father, it wavers.

Pen mightier than sword

That's what they say.  But I can dis-honor that sometimes out of forceful rage that I know once, have let it made known to you, the reader, and set out to punish those who I strongly suspect are responsible.  They have themselves to blame, once again.  Really, they do.  Because without them, there would be almost no problem.  What do I believe?  Thanks to the brainwashing of christian tyranny, I don't know.

I know this.  In the end, it comes back home to a new world order.  A, new, world, order.  Despite what their loyalists say, aiming to cast doubt, confuse with their psychological warfare.  I think it must have been all said before by now.  Lies, more and more American lies with some kind of queerness shadowing them all.

It was the Gulf war that made the Timothy McVeighs of this world.  It is another American thing (to put it lightly) that has made me.  And why?  Unnecessary perhaps?

I know who my friends are and there are none to speak of.

I have been thinking, I must have covered everything by now.  Its about a conspiracy.  Its about a new world order.  Its about an agenda.  I know it, Christians, catholics, Jews, Freemasons and Muslims know it regardless of what they do.  Everything changed after 9/11.  It was the official beginning of the revolution.  I thought this world worked differently, I guess I was wrong.