Being great

Oh my god, it is so hot right now.  We're almost suffocating in this heat.

One thing about blogs, they give someone the chance to say what is on their mind.  As you, the reader, will know, I was in a terrorist attack in 1988.  It was no accident.  I think given how evolution makes one grow from a boy to a man, girl to a woman and so on - that is when the conspiracy began for me.  My father, who is a strong anti-socialist and has told me that socialism is a threat, I now could be beginning to understand why he was and is so bigoted.  He used to talk about government invading peoples privacy unlawfully or otherwise generalising the left as being socialist.

Today, socialism is rife.  He hit the nail on the head, almost.  Back then when he would exclaim how bad socialism is, I had no idea at that time that the western world including the east is heading in that direction.  But also, idealism.  I am deeply convinced that the United States, the nerve centre of this world, will become a socialist theocracy.  I am also deeply convinced that the Obama administration are sabotaging their government which should be extremely worrisome.  Do I care?  Yes and no.  The Obama administration sabotaging government thus the country?  So did Bush, so did Clinton.  They're all guilty.  A country that might have been founded without idealism has become a country that embraces it.

I'm a paedophile.  Is it my fault?  No.  But I believe my finger should be pointing at a new world order hidden agenda and conspiracy.  A conspiracy that molested me to protect national security to defend the future.  A conspiracy that taught me to do the same to others to justify my enemies opposition to my pornography use between thirteen and today, age twenty four.  An agenda that made me four years abstinent to postpone their new world order agenda until at least 2008.  That's suppost to be democracy or capitalism for you... or conservatism.  I could go on about it now but be guilty of it in a past life.  Could it be another lie to make me question myself?  So if anyone was used and abused, it was me too.  I even abused myself.  This crazy religious new world order will continue its take over.  Enemies of them are already finished.

I wasn't born evil, I was made evil.  Am I angry?  Damn right.  Do I want revenge?  Yes.  Your enemies will make you look like the evil when they were evil as well and probably still are with their definition of evil being religious.

There is a way out of this cult and I want out.

So... you are a great man?  Ha.  I hope I never was and never will be.  End of story.  Go away.

The gloved one

Michael Jackson, that is.  I think it was no secret or not known well that on his album covers (I don't know which) he had pictured, I believe, the pioneer of Freemasonry.  On his cover for "History" he has himself displayed as a huge statue.  Could the fame have changed him in the way of a problem with ego?  Over the years?

No question, it was the child sex scandals that appeared to hurt him so much.  What is worthy to ask is why those scandals were dragged out for so long.  Was the media guilty of sensationalising?  Fans still loved him around the world, however.  So much so, it was as if there was no scandal at all.

He apparently died in June 2009 before a German video surfaced of what later became apparent, an impersonator videoed in a warehouse building entering the back of a van then driving off.  My theory is that he never died, the impersonator was a trained double (or even Michael himself) but he still made an escape making the video in fact real.  What has happened to him is unknown to all of us.

Another theory I have is that Curtis Jackson (50 Cent) had ordered his death with the doctor who administered the medication doing his work.  In which case, he did die.

Whatever, I think much of the woman magazine gossip about him such as the gay one night stand and him portrayed as Jesus Christ at the last supper was all a fabrication.  Wacko Jacko, because of the amount of scandal, made him the most memorable.  Compared to R. Kelly or Gary Glitter who both were involved in very similar scandals as well but were dropped from media coverage and then peoples minds after so much time.

Michael Jackson had it rough, it appeared.  That could have been different.  He could still be here.  All the scandal was just a big front.

Shopping

You might have these in your part of the world in your supermarkets.  What the hell am I talking about?  Self-service checkouts.

Most of the time I can't stand supermarkets by myself.  The loud pop music and the employee's who end up becoming your friends.  If you have no friends, then that would be sad. 

Here in New Zealand, or what I might begin to call New Sicily, we have what is called a Onecard.  A Onecard is a loyalty card that rewards the customer for shopping regularly with supermarket money at three supermarkets, Woolworths, Countdown and Foodtown... all children of their parent company, Progressive Enterprises.  If you ask me, I would also tell you the Onecard has an association with Satan.

In the bible I have read about "the evil one".  Well, put two and two together and you have a religious reference and a supermarket loyalty card that has the word one in it.  Potentially, I might be on to something.  Given all of the economic turmoil because of the sabotage that has happened on the part of government.  Money, or use of a better term, currency, could be done away with.  A card such as the Onecard could become a way to keep records on how people shop.  This world is changing and people like me are being left behind.

The gimmick of the Onecard is, I know, to be a creation of our known Freemason and Zionist dominated media.  Sure, I talk about how evil they are.  They make me laugh.  But know this, the media is their communication vehicle to bring about the change people currently believe in, the new world order.

Today, I shop at another supermarket that doesn't carry the Onecard.  Still, however, loud pop music bothers me but no more do I have to want to sex up indiscriminately like some kind of sex offender, checkout operators, thanks to self-service checkouts.

I fought the law...

By the time this gets online, depending on when I choose to upload it - or key it all in - I will be either just due before the judge or after.  It is twelve past five in the morning but it isn't as if I have been losing sleep over this.  Really.

If it wasn't for stupid mind boggling crazy religious agendas and meddling conspiracies against their enemies of god -  I wouldn't have to go through this ordeal.  The longer this saga drags on (since 1988 for me) then the worse things will get for me.  God, that timid elderly man with acquainted technology said it.  I think he was referring to heathens when he said they'll get "worse and worse".  Oh?  AND WHY WOULD THAT BE?  Because of the man himself.  Its like god is taking no responsibility for how his enemies are.  And I know god.  I know god despite not going to church, I don't pray at all and the bible is a book that will continue to be written time and time again to suit.

Freemasonry is a threat.  Masons will tell you they care for your community but I believe they're power and money hungry.  The theories of alternative discussions online might just hold credibility.  I grew up reading and believing theories and guess what?  I think I'm right.  Gosh, how does that work?

In closing, all this conspiracy carry on is part of my defensive argument today in court.

But I can believe all I want.  Without evidence and a well-presented defence - I'm screwed.  Once again, my entries throughout August and September contain truth and this entry is pretty much testament to that.

I fought the law...

As you will know if you have been reading, I am due in court soon.  Not once, but twice.  Well, two separate cases.  I am feeling optimistic about my chances despite the possibility of being sent off to prison between three months to a year, or both.  Plus, paying thousands of dollars in fines.  And, convictions.

But, I don't get it.  I know now I have mob parents and their associates are somehow surprised or disappointed in me for doing something that they have all done themselves, break the law.  I guess it must have something to do with mob re-form that has eventuated over the last ten years.  Me and my mob buddies don't get along.  We have differing views on life, I suppose.  But could this be another illusion planted in my mind by my new world order masters?

Being in court will give me the opportunity to talk about "the conspiracy" that has been meddling my life.  I could, if I wanted to, be like President Ahmadinejad and harp on about Zionist conspiracies and agendas which even in my case, is true.

What I have going for me is the relevance of the conspiracy that ties in with what I am being charged for.  You, the reader, might know it, I know it, everyone in court will know it, every man and his dog knows it.  But will pretend that they don't.  See, it is about believing in someone... sarcastically.  I just can't help but laugh when everyone deludes themselves about the truth.

But, theres something else, I have a confession to make.  About a week or two ago I logged on to foursquare.com in an attempt to find a local, what is called, a fuck buddy.  I was totally aware of my actions which would be possibly instant death by my master then another war likely being declared as part of the ways of the new world order.  Furthermore, my mind has just gone blank.  I am being controlled.  I don't know what else it was I wanted to say.

I didn't get anywhere anyway.  After thinking about that last night I have warned you all about where we're heading and now, I actually no longer may be the key.  I have thought that throughout August and September I was being controlled, under some influence that made me write (three books) what I wrote.

At least, what I have told you all is real, it is true, and whether or not you are with them or against them is your choice.

Bring on December 13th.

(NOTE: This blog could look different from time to time because of re-designing.)

Following

Finally, I have decided to follow another blog.  The one that was randomised for me is one of a "showgirl" from, I'm pretty sure, the United States.  I was continuously clicking on "next blog" yesterday and all these christian blogs kept being brought up one after the other.  I found one of some Korean kid but didn't want to follow until I went offline and now it is too late.  I don't have the URL.

I will be trying to follow others if I like them.  I saw some really good looking blogs through my searches.

Wikileaks.com

I want to raise the possibility or likelihood to the attention of whoever is reading this that in regard to the leaked papers (thousands of them) that there could be a third party (besides the Army officer and Julian Assange) involved in these leaks that will probably get away scot free.  My suspicion is the third party could be an organised crime outfit that is wanting to bring down the United States government.  People are already forgetting that it is really the Army officer that should be shafted, one could say Julian Assange is only a messenger. 

Anyway, they're all guilty and the documents have given insight into the war and governments around the world.  I lie when I say I don't know what all this is suppost to mean for me?  Barack is probably toking it up in the White House with Julian as I write this.

And I should be in serious trouble.